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you make me wanna make fish characters the way U do em is inspiring

RIGHT LIKE ITS BEEN YEARS AND SHES STILL ABOUT???

idk if I said already but my bf c0mmed her before shit happened and then got blocked and scammed so they already knew she was a shit person when it all came out kfbsjd it's so wild

SO COOL AND SWAGGY

being in furry music scene unfortunately means being aware of complete nightmare people that are very prominent and popular

if i see one more post about p@tricia t@xxon i swear to fucking god

all real examples lmao

no being able to see the dick outline thru skimpy gym shorts is not sfw. no a pup hood guy drooling with their face buried in huge hairy tits is not sfw. no a blushing dog boy in a headlock with a massive boner is not sfw. like I like all this stuff but be for real

being in a server full of gay furrys is fun but also insufferable bc there is both a sfw and nsfw channel However the stuff in the sfw is just. at best walks on very thin ice and at worst is just completely explicit. like I know we're all gay here and okay with seeing cock but I dont always wanna

i have been very stupid and manic this past month and I can acknowledge that while also knowing it's because I was whittled down to a breaking point and that was just the push over the edge. i don't know how else I was meant to handle things with the information available to me

ive been reassured a lot that i was never in any danger of losing my job by both my managers and upper management which like. I still hate them for what they put me through and need to change jobs asap but im like recognising atm quitting is just a rash solution that will cause other big problems

i thot quitting would be a huge weight off my shoulders but the terror of having nothing else going on was actually unbearable so im making plans around staying and like. talking to managers about shorter hours so im way less overwhelmed

I think im managing to finally sort this stuff out

really great bird

i do think if it was any other time of year id be handling this so much better but something about xmas makes every problem feel like armageddon

i need to keep reminding myself that no the world is not collapsing in on itself even though it really feels like it is

had a breakdown yesterday and im very emotionally volatile atm so please be patient if im not responding to stuff i am just really not doing good atm

I have this crushing suffocating and dare I say at times disabling anxiety that makes me so scared of letting people down or disappointing people that I go out of my way to be helpful even when it's detrimental to myself and standing up for myself is just terrifying and unnatural

phone call went okay. im feeling all sorts of ways atm but I will be fine

manager wants to phone me about this I feel sick lol

wish I felt better about this but I just feel like im about to collapse into myself at any point

sent my resignation notice in

europeans HATE her funny bike

2 years is less temporary than I planned tho

this job was always gonna be temporary I just am more scared of stuff changing than I expected I guess

job interview in 30 mins it's silly but i am not nervous about the interview itself but nervous about giving my 2 weeks notice in. and also a bit sad and hesitant bc i will miss some of my coworkers who ive kinda become friends with

them stringing this along for weeks is just so annoying like wtf is a 3rd meeting even for. im just gonna fuck off

follow up meeting will not happen until at least next weekend which is so stupidddd like I wanted to get this over with before I hand my notice in but looks like it'll be otherwise

a couple are on 2nd draft and im always going over lines to tweak and change up and ill probably For Once ask for some feedback on them from close people who I trust but yea. i am going to make an EP next year :3

a few lines are still blank but ive basically fully written first drafts for all my songs for EP3. yay