Rowen Rose

oh, I didn’t tell you? must have been none of your business then

my illness is chronic but this ass is iconic 🫶🏻

i feel gross today

it's all because of them. those two are the biggest reasons I can feel so much; why I've started to love myself, and be more confident in myself. they're the people who brought out the best in me.
and I get to spend another year with them by my side. I'm the luckiest person alive.

and I hated it.
being numb is just as miserable as being sad. i just didn't know how to feel my emotions without feeling like I was wrong for doing so.

now I can be sad. i can be happy. I can be anything I want to be. I'm so fucking upset because I miss them but I'm so happy their in my life. -

grateful, and a little exhilarated by the fact that I'm able to cry so easily. the fact that I can be sad openly, and I can put these feelings into words and actions.

i used to be unable to cry without it feeling like the world was crushing me to dust. i chose being numb over feeling anything. -

this might come out confusing, my own feelings are confusing me right now to be honest.

I'm so, so sad tonight. I'm lonely and I miss my partners. they're way too far from me for me to feel totally ok and not be upset over it.

I'm also feeling grateful -

gotta do this later, for fun

getting paid to shit at work 💯

idk how they showed you but making sure to shove the pill all the way back to their throat with your finger, then holding their muzzle shut for a while (with their face aimed up so it goes down easier) is how I do it. some cats are easier than others, and some can get used to it.

one thing to try is to burrito wrap the cat prior! I'm not sure if you've ever done this or if your cat would let you, but it can immobilize them or even calm them, depending on the cat.

like wtf are they gonna do about Evil Eye now??

giving cats pills is really difficult, lmk if you need help!

I'm caught up on the Dandadan manga and I need to talk to someone about the recent chapters immediately

i can't believe they managed to make an anime where the villains are obsessed with genitals, the main characters are teenagers, and it doesn't even sexualize them. iconic if you ask me

what happens when I'm late to feeding time

was this just my destiny all along? or maybe it was the choices I made? did I do something to deserve this?
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how long do I have to hurt? how much longer?
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keeping it together for my sake and my sake alone. i wonder how long it'll be until i can fix this. i wonder if this hurt will stay with me forever sometimes.
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throwing this in here, it's only semi related, but autistic characters who aren't autistic in story but you know they actually are 😂

i don't mean headcanons such as Izuku midoriya from bnha

I'm talking characters like Rei Kiriyama from March Comes in Like a Lion; his father as well

oh, and Saiki Kusuo was such an amazing twist, although I do wish it was directly addressed in the anime. you kinda just have to look it up to even find out about him.

i get really excited about certain things in anime and shows i watch, I'm ngl. trans, nonbinary, aro, ace, and disabled characters that aren't created solely based on stereotypes. it's my favorite thing.

i think it started with a GNC mc named Haruhi in ohshc, back when I watched that 😂

i really love seeing trans representation done right in anime 😄

okay Cherry Magic was absolutely adorable. (i watched on Crunchyroll). onto Skip and Loafer next

i think i might have to go crazy for the end of the year celebration 🎉 I'm not sure how I'll do it last minute, but I'll try my damn best to make it happen.

it's kinda crazy how much has happened in 2024. things I never thought would happen, things I was terrified of, hoping they'd never happen, it all happened. the good, the bad, the terrifying. my highs, my lows, they all happened. some of the happiest times of my life happened this year. just wow.

kinda feel sick knowing I was interested in someone and they turned out to be a really nasty person. there were no red flags. it isn't like I could've known. i just can't believe what I found out about them. this is exactly why I'm becoming biased against certain people, and I hate it. :/

absolutely bored out of my mind. someone talk to me
~ Lou

any mutuals who are not aware there is a pronoun labeling system that puts ur pronouns on ur posts! also let's u see other ppls pronouns who use it as well ^_^ comes so in handy for me bc I forgor
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so, I'm opening this acc to my system. I'll still be posting here but I'm going to prioritize using my personal account. follow there if you want :v

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