Jen 🍃🍂

it's hard for people like us to just stop caring and it's even harder if you're socially isolated. but theres no use in burning yourself out over things out of your control even if it's so so frustrating. take care and feel hugged :(

designated time engaging with the news. i only read them once in the morning like a grumpy dad with his breakfast newspaper and then dont open them for the rest of the day (mostly). also little social media use and doing projects that involve others so im not always stuck with my own thoughts

got some super sweet messages from my students while i was away 😭😭😭💘

Damn me, but all things are queer

oh no gute besserung 🫣

blender piece/comic depicting an introspective mole

mole's thought

beim optiker bestellt ✔️ hatten nicht fl aber andere spezielle abgedunkelte migräne gläser hallelu

😂😂😂 lets gooo

OH NO this will be stuck in my head forever the stim is real

i think i'll invest in fl-41 glasses with prescription lenses, the cheap ones are such a relief already😭 time to level up my character design

an image promoting a substack article titled ‘25 medieva manuscripts you can look at online right now’

i made a starter back of beautiful and unique manuscripts you can browse online! (with links) for anyone that wants a good way to spend an afternoon :)

open.substack.com/pub/weirdmed...

deutsche bahn gothic als dlc

😤😤 anxiety spiralling but im getting somewhere aaaah

omg ich hab "re2" gerade wie regionalexpress gelesen, vor allem in kombi mit dem blauen bildschirm 😂😂😂 der wahre horror

thank yooouu🥰🥰 slowly getting there

time for some self reflection

yesterday i went on a "well actually" tangent about robespierre and caspar gave me the look

ive been super brave and officially registered my freelance side job today yayyy

i love the divine comedy so much. classic literature is full of epic demigods and heroes and warriors and kings and saints but dante? hes just a little depressed guy who wants his favorite poet to kiss his head and tell him hes a special boy. what a treasure of history

glad im slowly moving closer to the yorozuya life i dreamed of when i was younger. just let me be delusional and act like the ai assault on culture isn't happening

this is it, this is the picture that perfectly encapsulates my 30s

I KNEW IT (i also closet cosplayed as mello so lmaaaaoo)

LMAO ngl i was getting you and chaz vibes watching near and mello 😂😂 but yeah the empathy part was also what kept me from getting a diagnosis for too long ( the raised male / female autism divide DEFINITELY is a thing)

the mysterious kinship us 00s anime kids felt back then suddenly makes sense lmaaaaoooo "hes so cool i also wanna sit in a weird way and always wear the same comfy sweater and chew on my fingers and make people uncomfortable by staring at them for too long and hyperfixate on finding patterns and---"

also me watching L & co after learning what autism is: ohhhhhh

i enjoyed rereading death note after repressing the memory of this series for 15 years. this is still such a mood, me @ my own hypermasking a**

im so glad i got another week to rest, i needed the gremlin cave mode so badly ... i really need a work from home job option on the long run 😩 my social batteries just arent strong enough

also made some connections in the music production world huehue. gotta push those portfolios 😤

i got accepted to my first local art and design market in september 🥳 now i finally have the external pressure to create some merch and register myself as a freelancer lol
(also if you have tips for online store platforms that arent run by literal fascists please let me know)

The King is mad