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My gender waxes between a combo of chaos magic, witchcraft, & v o i d. Non-binary trans, aroace, neurodivergent (ADHD, cPTSD), witch, Jewitch, leftist, gamer, writer, artist, cat parent. #treksky #witchsky Mastodon: https://retro.pizza/@kirke_apologist

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There are people whom I haven't spoken with in months who I talked with on a regular basis. I legit don't know how to socialize anymore in the midst of the endless trauma-loss-grief roller coaster.

It's just as well. Not like most of them don't know

14.07.2025 20:25 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
My love, I was so wrong. Dying is the opposite of leaving. When I left my body, I did not go away. That portal of light was not a portal to elsewhere, but a portal to here. I am more here than I ever was before. I am more with you than I ever could have imagined. So close you look past me when wondering where I am. It’s Ok. I know that to be human is to be farsighted. But feel me now, walking the chambers of your heart, pressing my palms to the soft walls of your living. Why did no one tell us that to die is to be reincarnated in those we love while they are still alive? Ask me the altitude of heaven, and I will answer, β€œHow tall are you?” In my back pocket is a love note with every word you wish you’d said. At night I sit ecstatic at the loom weaving forgiveness into our worldly regrets. All day I listen to the radio of your memories. Yes, I know every secret you thought too dark to tell me, and love you more for everything you feared might make me love you less. When you cry I guide your tears toward the garden of kisses I once planted on your cheek, so you know they are all perennials. Forgive me, for not being able to weep with you. One day you will understand. One day you will know why I read the poetry of your grief to those waiting to be born, and they are all the more excited. There is nothing I want for now that we are so close I open the curtain of your eyelids with my own smile every morning. I wish you could see the beauty your spirit is right now making of your pain, your deep seated fears playing musical chairs, laughing about how real they are not. My love, I want to sing it through the rafters of your bones, Dying is the opposite of leaving. I want to echo it through the corridor of your temples, I am more with you than I ever was before. Do you understand? It was me who beckoned the stranger who caught you in her arms when you forgot not to order for two at the coffee shop. It was me who was up all night gathering sunflowers into your chest the last…

My love, I was so wrong. Dying is the opposite of leaving. When I left my body, I did not go away. That portal of light was not a portal to elsewhere, but a portal to here. I am more here than I ever was before. I am more with you than I ever could have imagined. So close you look past me when wondering where I am. It’s Ok. I know that to be human is to be farsighted. But feel me now, walking the chambers of your heart, pressing my palms to the soft walls of your living. Why did no one tell us that to die is to be reincarnated in those we love while they are still alive? Ask me the altitude of heaven, and I will answer, β€œHow tall are you?” In my back pocket is a love note with every word you wish you’d said. At night I sit ecstatic at the loom weaving forgiveness into our worldly regrets. All day I listen to the radio of your memories. Yes, I know every secret you thought too dark to tell me, and love you more for everything you feared might make me love you less. When you cry I guide your tears toward the garden of kisses I once planted on your cheek, so you know they are all perennials. Forgive me, for not being able to weep with you. One day you will understand. One day you will know why I read the poetry of your grief to those waiting to be born, and they are all the more excited. There is nothing I want for now that we are so close I open the curtain of your eyelids with my own smile every morning. I wish you could see the beauty your spirit is right now making of your pain, your deep seated fears playing musical chairs, laughing about how real they are not. My love, I want to sing it through the rafters of your bones, Dying is the opposite of leaving. I want to echo it through the corridor of your temples, I am more with you than I ever was before. Do you understand? It was me who beckoned the stranger who caught you in her arms when you forgot not to order for two at the coffee shop. It was me who was up all night gathering sunflowers into your chest the last…

Baruch Dayan HaEmet.

May their memory be a blessing for love.

A revolution for presence.

An insurrection for compassion, for caring, for showing up.

14.07.2025 20:07 β€” πŸ‘ 149    πŸ” 37    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 4
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Ghislaine Maxwell Says She’s Ready to Reveal Epstein Secrets to Congress Ghislaine Maxwell, the former associate of Jeffrey Epstein, has indicated she is willing to testify before the U.S. Congress about the controversial Epstein

Ghislaine Maxwell Says She’s Ready to Reveal Epstein Secrets to Congress

nomusica.com/ghislaine-ma...

14.07.2025 19:55 β€” πŸ‘ 67    πŸ” 16    πŸ’¬ 21    πŸ“Œ 2

Almost my birthday, & I'd really appreciate it if the universe would, as a personal favour, just stop being a nightmare hellscape wherein the desires, beliefs, whims, w/etf else of the most miserable, greedy, venal, mendacious, willfully ignorant people imaginable oppress & constrain the rest of us.

14.07.2025 20:05 β€” πŸ‘ 292    πŸ” 38    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 3

Her sister (like literal bio sister) got a health checkup today. She too has kidney disease and I'm hoping her time isn't up anytime soon. She's lost a few pounds since last visit but eats a lot

14.07.2025 20:19 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
a Super Mario Bros castle scene

Thank you Mario!

But your medical diagnosis is in another castle!

a Super Mario Bros castle scene Thank you Mario! But your medical diagnosis is in another castle!

14.07.2025 20:17 β€” πŸ‘ 69    πŸ” 15    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0

Yeah, I think I know what you mean. I'm mostly doing online gaming at this point

14.07.2025 14:37 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Rush - Bastille Day (lyric video)
YouTube video by METAL DAZE Rush - Bastille Day (lyric video)

There’s no bread, let them eat cake
There’s no end to what they’ll take
Flaunt the fruits of noble birth
Wash the salt into the earth

But they’re marching to Bastille Day
La Guillotine will claim her bloody prize
Free the dungeons of the innocent
The king will kneel, and let his kingdom rise

14.07.2025 13:34 β€” πŸ‘ 16    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s OK to hate Nazis

14.07.2025 13:27 β€” πŸ‘ 11    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Data and his almost-identical android twin Lore.

Data and his almost-identical android twin Lore.

Card of the day: TWO OF COINS. To change the world, you must first change yourself. To change yourself, you must change your mindset. Take it day by day. Results don’t come overnight. Keep working towards your goals.
#TrekSky #TarotSky #StarTrek #Tarot #StarTrekTarot StarTrekTarot.com

14.07.2025 13:40 β€” πŸ‘ 44    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Telekiad's Star Trek Tarot, displaying its TOS and TNG (Set 1) Two of Coins cards, along with a Telekiad Tarot Spread Cloth and a Telekiad Tarot Gemstone/Crystal Set.

Telekiad's Star Trek Tarot, displaying its TOS and TNG (Set 1) Two of Coins cards, along with a Telekiad Tarot Spread Cloth and a Telekiad Tarot Gemstone/Crystal Set.

Fun fact: Our Star Trek Tarot line will have a card for every episode of every series. TOS/TAS out now, TNG/DS9 coming next. Mix-n-match to create your own personal 78-card deck. Which Two of Coins card most speaks to you?
#TrekSky #TarotSky #StarTrek #Tarot #StarTrekTarot StarTrekTarot.com

14.07.2025 13:42 β€” πŸ‘ 17    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Funny how air conditioning was just fine until techbro shitweasels decided to use up twice as much power as Denmark to make shit drawings of anime waifus with thirteen fingers.

14.07.2025 13:20 β€” πŸ‘ 48    πŸ” 18    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I never really thought about the age of nazi leadership before but learning recently that most of them did their inhumane acts before theyd even turned 40 really messed with me

14.07.2025 12:50 β€” πŸ‘ 312    πŸ” 87    πŸ’¬ 9    πŸ“Œ 5

I'm realizing part of the problem with reading comprehension online is that

people look through posts for <pronoun> <verb> <object> and decide based on those three words if you're with them or against them.

14.07.2025 13:58 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Reminder! My mentions are a no β€œdo nothing guy” zone. Responding with all the reasons why doing something won’t work takes more effort than just doing nothing and discourages others from doing something and that’s a toxic infectious β€œdo nothing” bomb. You can even try doing something instead!

27.02.2025 00:40 β€” πŸ‘ 192    πŸ” 29    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 1

Honestly I'm hardly ever here. The date of the burial of my kitty and the date of the anniversary of my dad's death coincided and it hasn't been good for me, no.

Also this place turned into Twitter 2.0 super fast and not in a good way.

And TikTok's great but the antisemitism there dialed up to 11

14.07.2025 14:32 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I reached a similar point, that and honestly this place turned so quickly into Twitter 2.0 and not in a good way.

14.07.2025 14:28 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Today's newsletter is my big takedown of Rahm Emanuel and his anti-trans BS. www.readtpa.com/p/the-smalle...

14.07.2025 14:08 β€” πŸ‘ 949    πŸ” 209    πŸ’¬ 23    πŸ“Œ 28

I was only describing the differences in opinions amongst Jews, btw. I never once gave mine.

14.07.2025 14:27 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

A happy International Non-binary People’s Day to all the non-binary people out there! Including my wife, @mekkalekkah.bsky.social!

14.07.2025 14:25 β€” πŸ‘ 50    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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a purple heart is in the middle of a yellow and black optical illusion Alt: Rippling hearts in the nonbinary pride flag colors

happy nonbinary people’s day, lovelies!

14.07.2025 14:05 β€” πŸ‘ 154    πŸ” 52    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 5

That's perfectly fine, sorry about that.

14.07.2025 14:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It wasn't our decision. Not entirely at least.

11.07.2025 20:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

That Jews should have a state of our own. You'll also find Jews disagreeing with definitions of Zionism as well as political factions within Zionism. Which is why when gentiles go on and on about it like they're experts, I give them the side eye. It's not a black and white topic.

11.07.2025 15:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Unfortunately all of this plays into the hands of the govt of Israel which has nothing to do with either Judaism or Jews. I consider Netanyahu on par with Putin tbh

11.07.2025 13:56 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Just as many antisemitic bots seeking to manipulate opinion on what Zionism is vs what extremists want, which is well past Zionists' actual desires.

Alao bots & people jumping on every Jewish person's posts regardless of topic to harass them about a foreign gov's actions & accuse of complicity

11.07.2025 13:56 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
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Persecuted for being LGBTQ+ in Trump country, they now have a chance to start over someplace new Keshet and the Hebrew Free Loan Society are fighting persecution by offering loans to those who need to flee,

Jewish orgs Keshet and the Hebrew Free Loan Association are giving out interest-free loans to LGBTQ+ folks who need to re-locate but can’t afford it. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE JEWISH.

β€œThe idea that people were having to pick up and flee their homes was something that resonated Jewishly.”

09.07.2025 18:07 β€” πŸ‘ 3129    πŸ” 1830    πŸ’¬ 23    πŸ“Œ 77

THIS IS A BIG DEAL. People, please. If you can, look into this. Get the fuck out if you can.

09.07.2025 20:22 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Probably some messy antics

09.07.2025 17:34 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

It’s been five days since floods in Texas killed at least 111 people and FEMA’s Acting Administrator David Richardson still hasn’t made a single public or internal statement.

09.07.2025 13:58 β€” πŸ‘ 7197    πŸ” 2357    πŸ’¬ 182    πŸ“Œ 130

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