Echo-location

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Ah yes
Arguments that happen right when I'm about to sleep waking me right up
Exactly what I need when I actually TRY to sleep at a reasonable time

Fuck

Tho I'd clog my feed from my moots vent alts
So maybe not

I should follow happier accounts on here
So I have something to look at when I come here in sadness

I had a dream where I shot up a school
I don't know what this means in psychology terms but I'd love to not have it again please and thanks

I feel like taking like
A week long break from bluesky
Idk why it just feels like I should
I might not
But I also might
Who knows

"Hate" doesn't begin to describe it
I fucking despise America
Fuck this place and it's bullshit definition of "freedom"

I mean it WAS an accurate description
And I haven't heard anything good about me with the same accuracy as it
Then again I've been called/called myself worse

I don't know what I would describe as "me" tbh
I don't know alot about myself
The only parts about me I know are true are usually the bad parts
Why am I like this?

Thank you marily
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Me:*just listening to music and trying to get through class*

My brain:"if you killed yourself(which you should) only one of your moots would even care, and they would get over it quickly"

Me: what the fuck

Don't try to push yourself to presses anything you can't
It's OK to have you time spooky, we'll be right here when you get back(if you do, I'm not one to decide)

Ah
Another loud ass fight in my house
Who would have guessed
Ya'know I'm at least 90% sure family's don't normally act like this
But oh well

I honestly dunno what to think about gender at this point
At least I'm pretty sure I'm genderfluid at this point cuz no normally-gendered person would switch up this much, if at all

YEAAAAAAA

Honestly?
What even IS gender at this point?
All I know is I wanna look cute :3

I kinda just wanna sleep now
Get the bad thoughts out

God I know I shouldn't open my mouth to say anything but then people say they like hearing me say stuff then I say something and get depressed when it gets backlash or whatever

I hate this I was having a good day FUCK

Dunno what's wrong rn but I need to calm down

What if I just dropped the link to alosis on my main then abandoned it
So anyone who actually WANTS to be moots can follow it
And I could be in a spot that didn't disturb me in any way

Brain is cluttered
No main rn

Need to keep reminding myself that if I feel bored while on bluesky and I feel bored while on the ps4 and nothing looks interesting regardless of how much I look then it's probably not boredom that I'm feeling

Just kinda feel empty ngl

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Yea
Just my brain overreacting and ruining my mood
The usual tbh

This is about levi
Seeing a moot I can remember off the top of my head block me stings a little bit
They didn't block my other 2 accounts, but I don't feel comfortable having someone that blocked me just be on my alt at all
And guess who showed up on my following feed
Not their fault, but still

Damn
Was NOT expecting to see that account on here
Came here expecting to probably get upset at others problems and maybe help but instead just got Slightly upset by my own
That sucks

Tired and bored
Too tired to do anything to cure the boredom
Too bored to stop focusing on my tiredness

Mfw I'm depressed but then feel bad about it bc people have worse lives than me so I shouldn't be complaining

I'm debating if I should take a break from all accounts or just main
Idk if it'll even help al all tho