MaiDiEye

*Waiting for meds to arrive*

*Impatiently waiting*

a man is doing a handstand on a dance floor while people watch ALT: a man is doing a handstand on a dance floor while people watch

Thanks! :)

Yeah! Finally! QwQ
Now i'll wait my meds to arrive and begin another part of a quest х)

Today i was officially diagnosed with ADHD!
And Recurrent Brief Depression (i think it's that thing in ENG?)...
And Social Anxiety Disorder...
And i have high chance of ASD (will be another meet with doctor for it).

I'm happy as hell that now i know what's with me.
But a bit nervous too x)

#adhd

Let's try this, I still have this adopt to give to someone

MB: 10 USD
AB: 100 USD

Open for two weeks (if no response is done within then), but will close within ~24 hours after the last bіd

Reply here to bіd \/

#sonic #sonicoc #adopt

LOL
Cocoli's face is a gem xDDDD

One week left..... And i'll know what ruining my life whole time.

I'm open for commissions, DM or email me if interested at speendlex@gmail.com

#art #sonicthehedgehog #sonicart #commissionsopen

I hope your doggo will get well soon!

I don't think, if i'll be able to do few adopts for sale, someone will be interested....

It's second day in a row.....
Began at 10 AM......
And i slept only few till this time, 'cause i still can't sleep whole night.
Sigh.....
=_=

Now peace and quiet lasted for 8 days...
Sigh.... I'm SO tired of this =_=
But i still can't gather money myself...
I'll be able to contact doctor only August 7, if something won't change. And there's must be time for meds to work, if i get prescription for them. Ugh....

We still need help -3-"

Hey, artist! Quote one art to promote yourself!

Seems like i don't deserve quiet life.

This mf showed himself again after almost 1.5 month of quiet....

I'm still waiting for a doctor's appointment. Till that i can't work normaly, gathering money and even sleep.... And 'cause of this mf, i won't be able sleep at day =_=

We need help =_="

You doing amazing things! Thanks for opportunity to see them :3

Happy Birthday! :3

Hi! #PortfolioDay
I'm MaiDiEye, digital artist with amblyopic eye.
Trying my best on artfield, even through struggles.

Like to draw my OCs, monsters, aliens and Sonic characters x)

Dream one day make my own comic....

I'll try my best to open commission soon and do my own projects.

Um.... Hi!
I'm artist with amblyopic eye (and few more diagnoses in it) and ADHD is questionable (on my way to be diagnosed).

Trying my best, but have no job and struggle with consistent work even for my projects.

Me and husband need help with gathering money for moving.
Whole long story bellow.

I’m trying to fight this feeling..... But it's very hard.
This story isn't about anyone else. It's about me....
I'm happy that others are accepting themselves.
But it's still a long road for me.... And it's another "invisible overcoming". And i'm already tired, 'cause it's my whole life....

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But the feeling of loneliness is still here even if i have someone near me. 'Cause it's more complicated and has other source.
I feel like.... i don't have my place in this world.

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That's why I`m not feeling "enough" for it....
And i'm feeling very lonely.....
At least i can say, this situation might be worse without my husband's support....

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I'm tired of being "normal, but not normal".
I hate myself for having this things from birth.
I want help and support, but i'm afraid.
I want to inform others about my struggles so they will understand me better.... But i don't want to look like i'm begging for pity or "pretending".

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'Cause all my life i was treated as "normal", but with restrictions (and i sensed anxiety for me from parents even when they allowed me to try some of "restrictions").
I know they love me and take care of me.
But i'm tired....

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'Cause all of it, i'm afraid of receiving other diagnoses. I can't cope with thoughts that i'm "more broken" then already was.

[20/25]

They told me not to tell anyone that i have amblyopia. I don't remember to whom, maybe to all or just to other kids. But i told again and again even so..... Some kids bullied me for that fact. 'Cause my eye problem, 'cause i'm "other"....

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They saying, that they're don't have shame over me 'cause of my problems and they support me.... But why i still feeling that's not?

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When i said to my relatives that in a few countries there's supporting programs for people with ADHD, they sounded not very pleased.... 'Cause in their mind "being disabled" = "losing pride, being pity and unable to do something".

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Now i'm waiting for an appointment and i want to be diagnosed and i want to get proper treatment, 'cause my life is awful...
But i'm afraid of diagnose at the same time.
'Cause for me it's another sign that i'm not "alright". "Broken". But at the same time - "you're not disabled".

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Yes, i knew it... And now i really know that it was a mistake for me in trying to apply for such vacancies. That's not for me, I really will struggle there. But hearing such a thing was hurtful...

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