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sometimes i look at someone fairly tall and think that "wow this guy's pretty tall" before it hits me that we're almost the same height😑
i can't blame me, i was a short person for like 80% of my life😔

i have the urge to sleep all day but the thing is i couldn't sleep more than 4 hrs unless im really tired...😔
guess i should work on getting myself tired but wouldn't that defeat the purpose of getting rest😓

wha- i can't believe it... no way💙
the only reason i have the app now is to see her work and fangirl on it so imagine how happy i am to see this✨

i worked overtime... -_-

they totally lied to me,, no one's taking a break at this time :/
the betrayal, god this line leader is so frustrating and worse i may have to work overtime tonight -_-

i will never understand my coworkers trying to rope me into entering a romantic relationship
leave my aromantic self alone ffs

this is why i spent most of my time watching yt videos of mc instead of playing it lol tho i haven't touched the game for years now

late night realizations pt.1/?
i've always wanted to enjoy open-world games but there's something about having the freedom to do almost anything that i just end up accomplishing nothing.
i tried them on multiple occasions and while i enjoyed playing, i also feel like i'm wasting time.

i still need to get my previous phone fixed because i can't afford to lose all the work i've done on it and i find it easier to use for drawing anyways

i wanna draw on the new phone but at the same time it doesn't feel right so i've only been doodling on it instead👍
here's a doodle plan for my new oc, based on me as a rat based on what animal miu picture me as! not final design
a very long name now that i think abt it✨

i took a day off today because of this, it's been two days since it started and it's really affecting my work so it's for the better ig

mfw the rashes in my body gave me a wound on my thighs and makes it hard to even walk properly because of the pain💀
mygod this is a nightmare of a body to live with for the rest of my life😿

honestly, i think i'm bored of doing anything and i can't think of any remotely interesting to do🫥
where is the hint system when you need it🫠

thanks oomfie, it's really just that i'm more used to it than any other methods ahah so stuff like append on sekai is impossible for me🐱

it's actually how i fell in love with kpop at the time after playing twice's songs on superstar jyp.
it's been two years since i stopped being active with the genre which is the best decision i've ever done for my mental health🙂‍↔️

random lore drop: i play rhythm games with my thumbs, i actually adapted it playing on my sister's ipad because i had a much easier time playing with it than my other fingers.
now that i think about it, how did i managed to do that on a big ahh ipad, it's def not an issue with a phone🤔

i hate that the itchiness of it turns into pain that i'm pretty numb at this point after the nth time
it's still annoying tho, i know it's there but i can't do anything about it

damn it, i hate itchiness

the urge to disappear off the internet is high rn, not as much as off the world tho
why is the world so itchy, like i need to stop itching but it's hard to do so because i feel itchy

ahh thanks oomfie 🫶
i think it's been a month since i posted one so maybe soon when i have more time to get motivated and do it ahah, it's kinda hard when i have a single day of day off a week

i think there's like 77 unnamed i've done that never left the app and an entire ske tchbook ahah tho most of it are unfinished
i'm not worried that much about it, just that this is part of the reason why i don't really post a lot of piece online
that also means its more worth it when it happens >0<

not to be a pessimist but i always feel inferior to other when it comes to making ar t.
i don't even think mine is bad, i just keep thinking it is when faced with other ones.
the question is how many pieces i've done that i've never shown anywhere lol

it's soo hot,, this is why power outage is so annoying😤
it always happens in the worst times, well there is no good time tbh‼️

never ask me if i'm willing to extend for more work because I'd say no to that every single time lmao✨
the medicine for allergy got me soo drowsy that i'm really surprised i made it through without passing out🐱

most i've eaten earlier i just vomited, clearly i'm still not okay but mate i gotta get through it😔
and it seems like there would be overtime which sucks💔

it's red, the rashes are annoying💔

what could it be that makes my head go crazy, i swear i haven't been sane since forever now..
my physical and mental health are deteriorating and i have no idea how to fix it 7-7

our line leader really thought she can force an overtime on me so i just stand there like this and proceeded to time out -_-
there was something willing to do it so they can do it instead, why force me ffa
i'm not feeling well enough for this bullshit, i don't even think i can go tomorrow

thanks! i'm not really going to take a break since there's no time to do so though i wish i can. i'm happy to have you as a friend<3