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Nevermind actually that's mean SJKFGASKJ

Posting a less mean version of this on main teehee

That one asym "essay" video going around is so bad it's making me want to make a whole video on all the cool asym stuff out right now (not forsaken) just cuz of how much of a negative fuck he seems LMAO

Sometimes I feel like I did a bad thing even though people tell me I didn't. Like if I did it differently things would be better.

-Since I want this to actually take advantage of being on roblox, and seeing the sad closure of outcome memories has me thinking about going down the asymmetrical route just because of how many of them I play and enjoy. However I think I'm already in over my head, and that would put me 6 feet deeper

Imma be honest it'd been a solid month since I've touched anything Buried related and I REALLLLLLLLLYYYY wanna get back to it

I've been trying to come up with how to make the game more multiplayer focused or have some kind of extra game with the same characters that can stay maintained-

Buried By A Tree will rise from the ashes trust

Everything is falling apart but if I lock in I can do anything

Die Of Death had its server nuked
YVH Is dead cuz the owner is awful
Undertale Yellow
FUCKING FNAF TOO DAWG WHAT IS HAPPENING

I'm just in shock like what the hell man, why is everything getting fucking shot dude ITS BEEN LIKE 12 DAYS INTO 2026

Don't even mention all the stuff with FNF, bro we JUST STARTED 2026 why is everything I enjoy getting fucking taken out back and shot dude

Bro I really just can't catch a break can I?

First roblox goes up in flames cuz of that stupid update

Then all the shit with the roblox ARG community and PWNed By 14:00

And now all the shit with Outcome Memories

Like bro holy shit give me space to BREATH

Keeping up with scope creep is important but just god I love writing this characters it's unreal

Just wanted to put this somewhere but I am genuinley so excited to get back to work on Buried once the MC modpack updates, like holy shit dude it's only been a little over a week since I did anything for it and I HAVE SO MANY NEW IDEAS!!!

Just experienced seeing a random person having me blocked for the first time and it just made me think of this

posting this here cuz I dont like being negative on main, esp abt something I like as much as FNF, but it just gets to a point man. it's not the update thats the problem it's the fact that they never said anything about the schedules changing from an out of the blue collab they just HAD to accept.

They just need to be more transparent and actually explain development processes for something that's going to take as long as a game like FNF. they aren't a bunch of people making a newgrounds game for free anymore, there's actual money behind this and they need to act like it lowkey

like as much as it sucks, they need to cut the tongue and cheek bits and lack of transparency for more "surprise" with proper transparency, actual deadlines, and real results for the people who backed it, like it's been 5 years and ppl are STILL missing backer rewards.

FNF update was eh, incredible visuals all the stuff in the update was cool, but it really is the potential man of indie games cuz I just don't think they got room to randomly decide to do a collab like that and it shows a lack of professionalism in something that has 2 mil backing it.

Neither are better than the other and I am lowkey hyper fixated on both, but I'd love to see a roblox ARG that's more inspired by older myths and was its own world IN roblox rather than being a person finding a world ON roblox (G0Z, Smiles Family, etc) but with the polish of modern stuff

ROBLOX ARGs are new age Myths, but the difference between Myths and modern ROBLOX ARGs to me is that ARGs are most times people set in our own world experiencing ghosts in the machine horrors, where as myths are stories entirely hosted on roblox like the games and lore is it's own entire world

fingers crossed I lock in enough that the sheer volume of videos lets me stake a claim in the roblox yt community more people know me as the nonbinary roblox creature instead of the nonbinary minecraft creature

I lowkey hope that by the end of 2026 the thing I'm most known for is my videos and not The Modpack...

Love the pack don't get me wrong, but god would it be sad if a minecraft modpack I made in 2 months over-took everything else I ever tried to do.

in 2026 my only dream is to reach a point in my career where I can say burger and get like 3 people to say hell yeah

explaining Buried By A Tree ideas to friends and had this sudden realization

Might make Januarys video on a myth game or roblox arg for teh funnies (because I fucking love that stuff but never talk abt it)

I like having an account like this cuz I yap a LOT, just usually to myself without record, so it's nice to have a journal of sorts I can come back to in the case I come up with an actual thought once in a thousand stupid posts

Combat Initiation My Beloved

Pwnd By 14:00 My Beloved

SEWH My Beloved

Verdant Enigma My Beloved

The woe's of loving retro roblox aesthetics but making a game with an entirely different look

I will eat my retroslop and I will like it

Like idk, the issue is so fucking rampant from everything I've seen, and I just feel like I can't trust anyone in the space which makes trying to actually make a game a reality nigh impossible.

And it's not like I can really easily find developer friends either for the EXACT SAME REASON. so many of these people seem perfect until an expose document drops and then boom, everything they did is gone in a flash because I'll be caught DEAD before I keep a persons work who did awful shit.