Milfzun agenda | J

Sj's drag path is both the scorched marks in the qiu's mention and all the disciples he abused showing how bec he was never found by yue qi and never felt safe enough to be vulnerable in cqm, he perpetuated the cycle of abuse and violence onto other people

And Binghe's drag path...sqq literally made all of Binghe's drag path when he fell in the abyss...the sword mound...the untouched room...calling him for randomly...He wanted Binghe to be remembered

Sqq's drag path except it's the entire universe because he changed the entire narrative and thus, the universe just to have a kinder world to binghe (it's really not kinder to him but sqq is binghe's world so it's kinder too)

Everytime someone is relieved I'm joining the meeting I don't know if I should be proud or horrified bec I absolutely hate being important

Can't unsee pombon as bingpup

Sy's first ever scolding from an older brother is through yqy and I think that's beautiful

IS THAT. IS THAT BINGPUP

Yqy does act so much like sy's older brothers (two guys who basically let him to do whatever he wants and gives him money even as an adult) so as sqq he was like...if not brother why brother shaped

Wait that's where it started? It's so stupid especially since you don't really look at the corpse after you bury it

For me there's just no point in preserving my dead body when the time comes. We all go back to earth one way or another why prolong it?

When I learned the funeral rites during the burial in itself AND the land in the cemetery cost so much...we can never be free of capitalism even in death. Just cremate me and give me the cheapest option

When I die either just cremate me and scatter my ashes in Europe so I don't reincarnate as a Filipino or just dump my body straight into the ocean or the ground so I can immediately turn into bones.

Just learned a body will take around minimum of 5 years to decompose into a skeleton when in a casket. I don't get it and it's not for me tho. What's the point of dying if you don't go back to nature? Why preserve the body nobody will see or will not come up anymore? We all go back to earth

If I tell my feminine gay coworker he's being heteronormative bec he doesn't date other bottoms, he would've given me the weirdest look

I quoted a tweet in twitter about how is it even heteronormative to have top/bottom preferences as a person when straight people generally don't even label themselves as those. Someone insisted top bottoms were to fit in with straight couples. Ain't talking to someone who doesn't know queers offline

Holy fuck funeral burial rites even cost money just burn my body or throw it to the sea if I die. I don't want one last capitalism to overtake my body after death

This cat who absolutely did not want to move during the funeral ceremony

Like even IF sy didn't transmigrate into sj as a kid, he still would've done things differently bec his character is fundamentally different from sj in a way that there was sy BEFORE transmigrating as a slave whereas there was no sj before the abuse and slavery. There is only the sj who escapes it

Exactly. SJ is boxed and doomed by narrative bec all he knew was abuse and violence and he's doomed to experience it in every universe and put the abuse onto binghe again in the new extras, . SY is someone from outside of the cycle of abuse, so he essentially has the choice and freedom sj doesn't

This too, is bingqiu

Dude I fucking love menstrual cups not only does it feel so normal but for some reason it helps me with my cramps too

Once again sending tlj to the bad dad jail for 4 hours

heart always hurts for pidw 15 year old binghe in the demon invasion realizing his teacher would really rather he just die; that there’s no be better, work harder, no convincing sj of his worth

I love shen qingqiu as a bottom bec he's he's far from a trad yaoi bottom in canon like physically but he knows trad yaoi bottom etiquette with his whole heart

Shen yuan has multiple soulmates (lqg, sqh) but binghe is his twin flame

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I already emptied out one whole bottle of cough syrup in two days. There's definitely less chesty cough but still NOT WELL

Yeah I basically was the same for my maternal grandpa too and I only cried during the burial in itself. I reckon it'd be the same this time around

But generally it just feels like between the time when your loved one dies and you have to process the documents and funeral, you're not really given any time to process your grief or mourn. Either you mourn during the burial or you mourn while they're alive