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Just finished Mouthwashing bro… what a fucking experience that was holy shit…

Silent Hill 2 Remake might just be in my top 5 games of all time… holy shit what a fucking journey that was…

Finishing up Silent Hill 2 Remake… Currently at the Toluca prison section and my fucking heart fell into my ass after that fucking scare while being in the Boar area… FUCK THAT

Marvel Rivals mains !

Love Spotify wrapped telling me I have amazing taste in music

2024 will go down as the year that started off so fucking promising, but then ended in one of the lowest I’ve been… This shit absolutely fucking sucks… but here’s to hoping it all turns around next year…

Might’ve had a year or two going down my face but you didn’t hear that from me

Still thinking of the Fortnite event… that JuiceWrld part had me in awe bro LMAO

So fucking stressed right now to the point I just want to sleep all fucking day…

Ever since my thanksgiving break started from work I’ve been sleeping 9-10hrs. I don’t know if it’s to be concerned but goddamn I’ve been sleeping the mornings off

Ngl the new dead by daylight chapter is a bit of a miss for me. The new survivor while interesting lore wise, just doesn’t do it for me. The killer lore and appearance wise is SO GOOD TOOO. Like she rivals the Unknown imo, but her power while interesting, ultimately isn’t that great, buggy asf too

Once I get my credit score and I build it up more. I’m definitely looking into getting a Mustang. Could go the more economic route and get a Mach E… or pay juuusttt a bit more and get a FastBack… we’ll see when the time gets here

In another news, finally got my first P100 in Dead By Daylight. A long grind… but FINALLY

Just saw a post from my ex saying how no one’s been there for them nor tried to be there for them… Like I didn’t went to hell and back to love them properly, just for them to shove me away and throw me away like trash… LIKE OKAY I GUESS FUCK ME AND EVERYTHING I FUCKING DID…GUESS IT ALL MEANT NOTHING

My ex’s sis just got engaged and it makes me so happy, but also kinda sad because I remember their sister and her boyfriend wanting to match the marriage date to be a year apart or so…. sigh… oh well. Hope the best for them two

Me when I start to miss them

OBS setup… you already know what that means…

Just gotta wipe the tears off my eyes and pick myself back up… it’s a tough life out here, but I’ll manage to make something out of it… I promise

Things will be okay… I just need to lock in extra hard… and remember who I’m fighting this life for… for my loved ones and myself… I wanna make everyone proud…

Just gotta move forward with the ones I love… that’s all…

Well to my knowledge I have a few family members in Chihuahua so I might be slightly

I want to eclipse all of those that left me behind and the ones that treated me bad… I need to change myself of course, but I want to leave everyone that did me wrong in life in the rut… I just need better opportunities… and to keep close the ones that I hold dear to my hear these days…

Come on man… give me something… I need life to throw me a bone.. one last time… so I can make the most of it… to show that I can go forward despite everything… just one more time… that’s all I ask for…

Like seriously… sigh… why is it always something that can’t leave me alone… I’m trying here yet it’s always something that has to fucking come up every single fucking time… just let me live…

I just want to be left the fuck alone…

Well… here we go… sigh… I knew it was a matter of time…

Ghostface really brought me back to MK1. He’s actually so much fun to play as

Got complimented at work and it turned my day around. Getting called “good looking” by someone’s that’s really cute is sure a confidence booster..

I might just call in tomorrow… I’m feeling worse this time around and it’s just hitting

I got sick again so yeah you should