BPD Millennial Aquarius Witch

#BPDAquariusMusings

idk

How I’m supposed to “let go” of my anger

When I feel it inside my organs like an itchy fever

That uncomfortable burning sensation that causes my mind to ruminate on the injustices committed against me

I want to scream. I want to cry

But I just lie here. Unable to sleep

Of all the people at work

It was one of the managers who clocked the red flag that was my response to “how are you?”

My response lately has been “next question”

I could cry because someone finally SEES me

Signs of inflation on food prices:

I haven’t seen ANY of the thanksgiving meme “beans greens potatoes tomatoes” this year 😢

Suggestions for how to stay at the job you absolutely love and love your coworkers BUT really fucking HATE your boss

Aaaaand GO!

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Are you seriously trying to claim you’re more class conscious when you’re literally advocating for replacing HUMAN artists with a goddamn COMPUTER?

#BPDAquariusMusings
#aiistechhomunculi

“Being anti-Ai means you’re anti-worker because it’s about seizing the means of production!”

Motherfucker do you not see artists as workers?

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Update: dull end of a butter knife and made sure to point the actual serrated knife part away from me

Hey chat-

How the fuck do I open this can of sparkling water now?!

The damn pop tab broke off

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Embarrassing AF that it took me writing on this blog for a few years to realize that these dark clouds happen once a month right before the blood

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#hormones

CW: menstrual talk

I’m beginning to fear the gloomies are creeping back in…

And then of course as I type this out I remember there are signs that my time of the month is imminent

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MTG’s fallout with the orange Furher is a real time example showing how you can’t fight one system of oppression while upholding another

Let’s hope she learns to be less racist now

Oh my god is that why he wouldn’t stop talking about 🍆 sizes!?
His fascination with Arnold Palmer’s in particular

A windfucker, or common kestrel, in flight. Etymology The term is a compound of wind + fucker.

My most conservative opinion? That we should go back to the old name for the common kestrel.

Everyone’s going for the low-hanging fruit

Donny included 😆

Y’all

I finally saw my first ghost tonight 😳

At the haunted Haunted House I work at

…. And it was a fucking MIMIC too 😱😱😱

Looked like one of my coworkers but off. Taller and skinnier.

BUT IT MIMICKED HIS MASK

Asked him if he was running in that room earlier.
HE SAID NO

I should be more active on here

Been busy irl unfortunately

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 👻

Tried drinking 2% milk after months of drinking oat milk before bed, with Milka chocolate

Had some pretty severe heartburn the next morning

Apparently I’ve outgrown straight cow’s milk and can only have it in like coffee and chocolate and stuff

Not me realizing over a decade later that the guy friend I had talking about how his dick size could scare virgins was hitting on me

The irony being I was a virgin and didn’t pick up on him being REALLY into me, even when another friend told me he was attracted to me ☠️

So basically I need a “daddy” that doesn’t fucking refer to himself as such, actually wants to take care of me but without making me lesser or childlike

And he’s gotta be goth or punk

My black stallion unicorn with an impressive horn is out there somewhere I’m sure 😭

#BPDAquariusMusings
#RelationshipCompatibility
#lifeisajokeandIamthepunchline

The cruel irony that is my life-
I probably need a “daddy dom”

But the term makes me queasy since I dislike the incestuous connotation, yet I keep chasing emotionally unavailable absent men

JUST LIKE MY ACTUAL FATHER

Me in my work costume, bloody hospital gown and bloody bandage tied around my head. The two sides of my face are painted; half of my face is white with a spiderweb, the other half is a bloody mess with fake blood, and I’m wearing contact lenses that make my eyes black spiders with blood drops. Some fake blood on my neck too

Last night our haunted house had 3 out of state groups come through.
I’m in South Carolina, and we had groups from Pennsylvania, Ohio and New Mexico.

They. LOVED. Us.

Combining my career aspirations with my holiday.

I feel so blessed 🥰

I’m literally being paid to put on a costume every night and try to scare people so bad that the ones who paid extra for the “touch” experience throw down their glow necklaces in surrender.

And I’m so fucking happy that I’m tearing up in joy typing this out.

🪡

This year I accidentally found a way to break that cycle-

Get a job where you’re part of the Halloween entertainment 🤩

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Doesn’t help that I’m in the Bible Belt, meaning that many people opt for their kids to go “Trunk or Treating” in their church parking lots instead of traditional Trick or Treating.
Plus that isn’t really something you do with apartments anyway.

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Sad portrait of a witch not having the spoons to properly observe her New Years.

It’s like the holiday always snuck up on me somehow and then I’d just be sad not really doing anything to mark the occasion.

🧵🪡

#BPDAquariusMusings
#Halloween
#Samhain
#WitchesNewYear
#HarvestMoon2025
#SpookySeason
#HauntActor

For years I was sad I couldn’t ever get myself to do anything big or special on my favorite holiday.

Depression, lack of energy, working, whatever.

🧵 🪡

Grrrrreeeeaaaaaat

Now my car is lurching forward while driving 🙃 like in spurts

God I hope this is an easy fix because I need my car for work

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#modernwitch things

Just gave my manager an Oracle deck reading 😆

#winning