@asphyzxia.bsky.social
20 f ΘΔ random games and things do not lament our decay, we were never alive to begin with. And yet, what a curse it is to be a living thing at all.
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small drawn heart
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lazy
11.02.2026 03:51 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i dont really understand so much of me, every new knowledge gained feels closer and closer to the truth.
09.02.2026 21:55 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0just tske it take it off me make me whole again fix my rotten corpse. i cant make myself feel the same again. i feel as if i am merely gaining new consciousness over an existing piece in my mind. i miss having the others.theyre all blacked out. its like i cant be the one to access anymore.
09.02.2026 21:55 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0ive fantasized about torture and being torn apart more times than i can count, and yet? why is the almost cathartic nature of that specific drawing locked inside me ? take it repeats over snd over and hearing that phrase.makes me laugh uncontrollably while wanting to sob at the top of my lungs.
09.02.2026 21:54 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0thinking of that drawing makes me laugh uncontrollably. i cant process whatever feeling, deep deep urge that severing parts of my body off would feel more whole than being whole. what did you do to me? i cant get these urges out of my body i had to cut i had to other wise i wouldve done worse.
09.02.2026 21:54 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0been listening to this album since 2017 love this one
09.02.2026 11:16 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i am designed to kill. everything i need to tear through human is within me in arms reach. i manipulate and find a way to gain from anything i do. i was made this way. nothing i do can make a change. hope is meaningless. i spend the rest of my time waiting to die.
09.02.2026 01:16 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0emotional self harm feels amazing ! noone should tell you otherwise ! nothing you have you deserve ! cut away the rot ! give up on yourself ! punish yourself for what you did ! again ! again ! again ! youre doing so well !
09.02.2026 01:11 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0its been a long time
09.02.2026 00:39 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0ruining everything and rewarding myself with pain
09.02.2026 00:39 — 👍 0 🔁 1 💬 1 📌 0reese's cups have ridges because they are gears for the Chocolate Machine
05.02.2026 09:09 — 👍 12 🔁 4 💬 0 📌 0either i do something about it or lose control and die
02.02.2026 23:18 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0you understand !!
31.01.2026 23:06 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0use the other disinfectant. alcohol leaves scarring
31.01.2026 11:29 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0thank you, to everyone who persists
30.01.2026 03:04 — 👍 107 🔁 23 💬 1 📌 0what does he know
brian eno
in 10 years you will be so much happier to have created 4 bad things than not created 1 perfect thing
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i saw myself as a hand drawn angel on my ceiling.
06.01.2026 05:06 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0it is important to take actions
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