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i write as wildestdreams on ao3 ๐Ÿค

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I finished reading this story a couple of days ago and I really wanted to do something to express my love for it. (someday I'll learn to draw or at least learn how to work with photoshop, but for now..) book cover for the story of a salt breeze of love that hurts and heals

11.05.2025 11:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

thank you so much!! this is so beautiful ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน

11.05.2025 14:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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have u wondered what happens after they met? well, now u don't have to. <3

out sunday, march 30th
thank you for waiting | 24k complete

28.03.2025 17:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 26    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

am I allowed to tweet controversial takes here???

27.03.2025 15:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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ZAYN SINGING NIGHT CHANGES IN 2025 ๐Ÿฅน

26.03.2025 03:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 72    ๐Ÿ” 26    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 20
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Surprise! Chapters 7-8 are up a little early because Iโ€™m in my feelings. ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿ”ฎโœจ

archiveofourown.org/works/638207...

26.03.2025 13:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

every time I reread everything to lose by @stylinsoncity.bsky.social I fall more and more in love with it

26.03.2025 18:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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wip: you make me wanna make you fall in love

๐Ÿท๏ธ: friends to lovers, accidental pregnancy, romantic comedy, alpha harry, omega louis

23.03.2025 19:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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you were so sweet and deserved so so so much better than you got. i miss you every day.

01.03.2025 23:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿšfor you, i would ruin myself๐Ÿš

๐Ÿš110.4k | explicit

Harryโ€™s unrequited crush on Louis turns into a summer romance, only to leave him heartbroken in the end. Years later, Harry's forced to confront his past and the one person he was running from.

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532

16.02.2025 18:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
louis tomlinson with a cinnamon swirl hairstyle

louis tomlinson with a cinnamon swirl hairstyle

20.02.2025 11:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3
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//we're in the backseat, you're touching my skin and i think i might be making you sick//

21.02.2025 00:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
for you, i would ruin myself Playlist ยท wildestdreams ยท 49 items ยท 5 saves

๐Ÿšcollage by @blueskiesrry.bsky.social
๐Ÿšplaylist | open.spotify.com/playlist/2nA...

16.02.2025 18:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿšfor you, i would ruin myself๐Ÿš

๐Ÿš110.4k | explicit

Harryโ€™s unrequited crush on Louis turns into a summer romance, only to leave him heartbroken in the end. Years later, Harry's forced to confront his past and the one person he was running from.

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532

16.02.2025 18:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

yall are not prepared!!!

12.02.2025 16:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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for you, i would ruin myself; part three

coming soon ๐Ÿš

archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532

12.02.2025 16:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

guys I just realized I wrote 100k+ words for my august/cardigan/betty au all within 5 months ๐Ÿซข thatโ€™s kinda insane tbh

10.02.2025 03:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Harry pushes his wet boots off at the door and hears Louisโ€™ shoes hit the floor a moment later. He doesnโ€™t actually watch him step inside. Or rather, he canโ€™t.
In the kitchen, Harry gets a can of cat food from the cupboard above the microwave. He goes about cracking it open, emptying it into Colletteโ€™s dish. And for a little while, he pets her as she eats while pretending he isnโ€™t aware at all times of Louisโ€™ breathing, his heart beating, his scent. Heโ€™s also aware of his own heart racing, his panic mounting.
When Louis steps into the kitchen after several minutes of silence, Harry forces himself to stand and takes a step in the opposite direction, shoving his hands into the pocket of his sweatshirt.
โ€œDo you want a drink or something?โ€ Harry asks, his voice a flurry, hardly intelligible.
โ€œHarry,โ€ Louis says.
Harry looks at him. He notes the diminishing distance between them. But heโ€™s in the corner of the kitchen already. Thereโ€™s nowhere left for him to retreat to.
โ€œIโ€™m not afraid of you,โ€ Louis says. โ€œAlright?โ€
Harry releases a heavy sigh and as he does so, his eyes slip closed. โ€œI think you should be,โ€ he says.

Harry pushes his wet boots off at the door and hears Louisโ€™ shoes hit the floor a moment later. He doesnโ€™t actually watch him step inside. Or rather, he canโ€™t. In the kitchen, Harry gets a can of cat food from the cupboard above the microwave. He goes about cracking it open, emptying it into Colletteโ€™s dish. And for a little while, he pets her as she eats while pretending he isnโ€™t aware at all times of Louisโ€™ breathing, his heart beating, his scent. Heโ€™s also aware of his own heart racing, his panic mounting. When Louis steps into the kitchen after several minutes of silence, Harry forces himself to stand and takes a step in the opposite direction, shoving his hands into the pocket of his sweatshirt. โ€œDo you want a drink or something?โ€ Harry asks, his voice a flurry, hardly intelligible. โ€œHarry,โ€ Louis says. Harry looks at him. He notes the diminishing distance between them. But heโ€™s in the corner of the kitchen already. Thereโ€™s nowhere left for him to retreat to. โ€œIโ€™m not afraid of you,โ€ Louis says. โ€œAlright?โ€ Harry releases a heavy sigh and as he does so, his eyes slip closed. โ€œI think you should be,โ€ he says.

โ€œMaybe you should try being a bit more menacing, then,โ€ Louis suggests. โ€œI think youโ€™re the one whoโ€™s afraid.โ€
Harry scoffs, but he still canโ€™t even meet Louisโ€™ gaze. He looks down at his damp socks instead. A moment later, he sees Louisโ€™ socked feet enter his field of vision, the toes slightly damp from rainwater soaking through his trainers.
He feels him closer than heโ€™s been in days. And then he canโ€™t help but look at him, at his mouth, at least. Close enough to kiss. โ€œYouโ€™re right,โ€ he says quietly. โ€œI am.โ€
โ€œThis probably sounds like a joke,โ€ Louis says, โ€œbut Iโ€™m not going to hurt you.โ€
Harry presses the heels of his palms into his eyelids until it hurts. Heโ€™s sick of crying. He doesnโ€™t know what else to do but cry. He wants to rewind to two weeks ago when this all felt simpler. Still impossible, still doomed, but simpler. Back when he felt guaranteed to Louisโ€™ touch for however long it lasted. Thatโ€™s all he wants now.
Then, Louis touches Harryโ€™s wrists. He closes his fingers loosely around them. He gently pulls Harryโ€™s hands away from his face. A shiver runs through Harryโ€™s body when Louis presses a kiss to one palm, then the other.
The only way this makes sense is if Harry is dreaming. He doesnโ€™t have a ton of good dreams anymore. He should probably make the most of this one.

โ€œMaybe you should try being a bit more menacing, then,โ€ Louis suggests. โ€œI think youโ€™re the one whoโ€™s afraid.โ€ Harry scoffs, but he still canโ€™t even meet Louisโ€™ gaze. He looks down at his damp socks instead. A moment later, he sees Louisโ€™ socked feet enter his field of vision, the toes slightly damp from rainwater soaking through his trainers. He feels him closer than heโ€™s been in days. And then he canโ€™t help but look at him, at his mouth, at least. Close enough to kiss. โ€œYouโ€™re right,โ€ he says quietly. โ€œI am.โ€ โ€œThis probably sounds like a joke,โ€ Louis says, โ€œbut Iโ€™m not going to hurt you.โ€ Harry presses the heels of his palms into his eyelids until it hurts. Heโ€™s sick of crying. He doesnโ€™t know what else to do but cry. He wants to rewind to two weeks ago when this all felt simpler. Still impossible, still doomed, but simpler. Back when he felt guaranteed to Louisโ€™ touch for however long it lasted. Thatโ€™s all he wants now. Then, Louis touches Harryโ€™s wrists. He closes his fingers loosely around them. He gently pulls Harryโ€™s hands away from his face. A shiver runs through Harryโ€™s body when Louis presses a kiss to one palm, then the other. The only way this makes sense is if Harry is dreaming. He doesnโ€™t have a ton of good dreams anymore. He should probably make the most of this one.

Posted this snippet on tumblr from the next thrill chp!

11.01.2025 04:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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wildflower / 110k

coming in february for bottom harry fic fest

10.01.2025 16:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

we took a CHONCE

07.01.2025 21:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 15    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

do yourselves a favor and read this. iโ€™m so in love with this fic omg

04.01.2025 23:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh my goshhhh, thank you ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅน appreciate you so much!!

04.01.2025 23:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

adorable !!! ๐Ÿค

03.01.2025 18:22 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

thanks for offering! iโ€™ll dm you๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿฝ

03.01.2025 07:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hiii! I need a beta who can help me with tone/pacing for a current wip. ideally, iโ€™d like to post the fic by the end of this month and total word count is looking like 90-100k. please let me know if you or anyone you know would be up for it ๐Ÿค๐ŸŒŠ๐Ÿš

03.01.2025 05:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

itโ€™s got boarding school setting and they are rivals to lovers ๐Ÿค

28.12.2024 22:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

iโ€™m sooo ready

28.12.2024 22:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A cropped photo of Louis Tomlinson from 2022 smiling at the camera with a gentle gaze

A cropped photo of Louis Tomlinson from 2022 smiling at the camera with a gentle gaze

His smileโ€™s so soft, and his eyes are so pretty, and I love him with all my heart ๐Ÿ˜ญ

24.12.2024 09:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 42    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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the first kiss in 'for you, i would ruin myself' ๐Ÿš

read parts 1&2 here: archiveofourown.org/works/58367650/chapters/148659532

18.12.2024 16:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

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