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A photo of a bunch of boxes and reels of fibre optic cable on a pallet

Who wants to munch on all this fibre with me?

A picture taken in NeosVR with me, hamocorp, nepushiro, lecloutpanda, redman and haruru

I should probably play Neos for one last time.

So relieved... The weekend is here...

Whether it's burnout from work or me getting back in to reading novels and manga, there have been days where I'd be content with never turning my PC on ever again.

I can't exactly describe how that feels, but I can tell it's a major shift in how I feel towards myself and my hobbies.

Do I need […]

Stress headache from work every day this week so far? Check ☑️

My eye has started to twitch from stress again. Hasn't done that in a while... 🫩

Last night, I came out to my mum. She was very surprised, but it went really well.

I need to start exfoliating...

oooouuuuggghh so eepy... Why did my body have to wake me up at 3:30am...

Thank you @Crzyparot73

[Mental health]

There never seems to be enough time for the plans I make, and they almost always seem to fall through. It makes me want to give up sometimes. I get frustrated, I feel like I'm stuck and a failure. And every new failure I make just piles on top of the other, making each one feel […]

Maybe I should start keeping tally of how many times I cry every day.

It has been very nice and cathartic.

The wistful yearner pines away in the silent moments of contemplation...

aaaaaaaaa I'm so excited for the Constant Companions: Deluxe album to release today!

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu I slept through my alarm and only had 15 minutes to get ready for work...

A photo of an uncooked homemade pizza inside an oven

Cook faster!
#pizzapost

IDK why, but I have so much internal troubles trying to just post my thoughts online. Like I want to, but I always worry about what others think too much, even though this is my own space!

An idea I just had is I could just post all the thoughts I have into a single post instead of spreading […]

I'm so happy I finally got a pay rise and a title change at work.

The flu that I've got has completely wrecked my throat, and I'm most sad about not being able to utilise my fem voice for a while. Oh well.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0iVlSNpq8i8

This is stuck in my head now. Thank you @m1nt_

I... honestly can barely believe it myself. Today marks two months since starting gender affirming hormone therapy. I honestly don't think I've ever felt more like myself than I do right now, and I'm so excited for the future.

Thank you everyone that has helped me along the way.

I really wanna write a sappy post for a special occasion today but this flu is taking everything out of me 🤒

Sickness got much worse, went home early. I'm exhausted and all my muscles ache uuuuuuuuuuu

Also had to sit in standstill traffic for 45 mins due to a police blockade... Was definitely late for work.

Woke up sick... Guh

[Vent post]

AAAHH I HATE MY JOB. MY WORKLOAD JUST KEEPS GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER, AND I'VE DONE ALMOST EVERYTHING I CAN TO TELL THE HIGHER-UPS THAT IT'S TOO MUCH.

THEY. JUST. DON'T. LISTEN.

THEY DON'T ACT. THEY JUST GO "Oh we understand, and we will see what we can do." AND THEN... NOTHING […]

hmmm I might commission one

Is fate keeping me lonely? Or do I just have to put in more effort I don't feel like I have?

Thinking about changing my profile picture for the first time in 6 years.

I don't know what to yet, though.