Eddie Ruckus

Sorry haven't been posting much on here, not around on social media much. Just came on here to echo my other posts on other sites stating enjoyment of Arc Raiders :P

Goodbye 30s, you taught me a lot. Let's hope I can continue to make progress and chart new fruitful chapters in my 40s

Had plans to go to an actual town 4 hours away today for my 40th but I am physically drained and as much as it sucks to not go, I need to prioritize my health right now. There will always be other days and moments, and I outgrew needing to do something for my birthday years ago.

MMOs are so cool

Also, looking for more #FFXIV buddies to do stuff with, more open in the morning/afternoon US time since I tend to lose my energy in the evening.

Unfollowed a lot of accounts, I shouldn't have done F4F when I first joined this site so if you feel the need to unfollow me as well no hard feelings.

Hoping to start posting on here more but I always go through energy valleys in regards to social media, so we shall see.

Bedhead but don't care, wanted an excuse to show off one of my favorite coffee cups #FFXIV

Octopus’s Garden has always been peak and I will never be convinced otherwise

Native allies and friends, check this out 🥰

Alive and ok, not sure when I'll stream again, figuring out more life stuff behind the scenes. I also go through phases where I'm super chatty on social media and streams and then weeks/months of nothing. It's never personal and just part of who I am

Definitely late to this but gave ya a follow, hope to catch your next stream ^^

I just want to feel normal health wise, as normal as can be for me. COVID really messed me up a month ago and it seems to be taking forever to have more than 3 days feeling ok

Just myself laying on a bed, glasses with a black shirt

Single again on Valentines and that’s ok, proud of the growth I’ve made in life and mentally to be ok being alone. Definitely miss some things but it’s not the end of the world. Just myself, my wild hair, and RDR2 tonight. Happy Valentines y’all ^^

Nothing like hacking up your lungs and a sore throat to take you out of streaming/gaming for 5 days, thankfully seems like I'm on the tail end of it and will try to get back to strimmin soon

Norina1 draw this in your style challenge

1/2 I'm hosting a DTIYS challenge for anyone wanting to dray my Vtuber model. I will also be drawing her this month in my style. Model art by
@ezrivt.bsky.social

This is a fun challenge so no pressure, just have fun!

Please read guidelines in part 2

Vtuber 2model, anime style male with glasses, brown hair, green eyes, green shirt, and a black and green jacket.

Did not promote my debut on social that much and that's ok, was scrambling to even stream it in the first place and that's what mattered to me more. Thanks so much to @to_yu_san and @esaninaritai for the lovely 2D model, I love it so much <3

A blurred grayscale image of my Vtuber model in order to build anticipation for my debut on December 27th 2024

Finally setting a debut date for my 2D model now that it's done...

December 27th, 2024 ^_^

Oh, probably about 8PM EST, should include that in there as well

A blurred grayscale image of my Vtuber model in order to build anticipation for my debut on December 27th 2024

Finally setting a debut date for my 2D model now that it's done...

December 27th, 2024 ^_^

Game Awards got hands this year

I 100% NEED THE TEAM ICO GAME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Took a LONG break, before September's stream the last stream was December of 2023. Even though I streamed a lot less in November and less than that so far in December, I'm still trying and figuring out how to balance everything. Thanks to those who watched, and appreciate you all regardless <3

Saw P2 twice today, had a bit of a setback on the 4 Fire/Lightning tethers but it happens. Hoping to make some Diamond Dust prog tomorrow #FRU #FFXIV

Decent prog today, saw enrage at 19% on P1 of FRU and just cleaning up tether prios. I’m sure we will get there tomorrow. Also meal prep came in clutch, never did it before but was nice to have a fast easy meal during our break and replenish my energy. Awesome good day! #FFXIV

IRL and in game meals prepped, pots alchemied, mental reset done. Ready to see what my first ever Ultimate on content brings, ready for FRU #FFXIV

Dialectical behavior therapy, more focused on stuff like mindfulness, emotional regulation, conflict resolution, etc. It really has been such a blessing for me

I am completely obsessed with Dan da Dan, it’s so good

I will do a non-big parnterversary, just really like any other stream. My head space around content creation has changed and I just enjoy what I have and am content with the people who still show up after all these years, along with welcoming new people. Peace of mind helps a ton.

3 days til my 13 year Twitch Partnerversary, haven't really felt I've deserved being a partner the past 8-9 years and especially the last 5 years. I got rid of it once, earned it back, then long break. Way less metrics than I had before, never have the sheer amount of audience and that's ok.

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