Cordell

Been alright so far! 💜

Heyo, happy weekend, everyone, hope everyone's been doing as well as they can be 💜

Honestly I think it's that these days I got too many options to choose from, or at least it's one of the main contributors... or maybe it's depression, I dunno 🫂

I've not played table tennis in over a year, but I'm hoping to get back to it, even ordered some skill-appropriate rubbers and blade to play with, instead of the limited-edition-sick-as-hell-blade and Chinese provincial-grade rubbers that I used before because "oh my god SO COOL"

Been there 🫂

I've been playing a bunch of Umamusume recently, doing pretty good but heck the gacha mechanic is something I'm not a fan of, the only thing I miss about Azur Lane lol

That is adorable!

I spend more time staring at my Steam library than playing anything from it these days

Last Sunday, went to look at some nature-shaped ice stuff

A lot more quiet. Not like I'm around as much either these days, but still.

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YouTube video by Cordell Cordell - Mauve #ambientwave #ambientmusic

Been putting out some more tunes, though! This is the most recent one, it was a birthday request by a friend of mine, and I think it's one of my favourites so far! Definitely learned a good bit while making it too! #promosky #musicsky #ambient #wave

www.youtube.com/watch?v=17oZyqFm7Ro

Goob evening, everyone. Back home from work for the first day of the week, transitional week as I'm being rotated to a different team. Kind of meh but might be good for me long-term so we'll see

Nyeh invalid handle again 🥲

We've moved beyond smart homes and onto smartass homes

I often do find myself wishing I could return to the same levels of whimsy I had as a child. I'd have been 2 the year The Matrix came out, which I don't think was peak life for me personally, but there's something about the innocence of being that... ignorant to how much the world can suck for sure.

My least favourite part of making music so far has got to be coming up with titles and graphics tbh 😂

Two at once, I had a gimmick in mind, based off of the title track, and the second one should make it clear what it is. It's a bit of an experiment that came up to me on a whim, thought it was an interesting exercise so I've gone for it!

Dream Walk - YouTube A+B-side release

Hello, everyone. Hope y'all been doing well. First week back at work after my break, did not pass a certificate test like I wanted to, but at least I still got a small raise for performance, which is nice. Also, I've recently released more tunes for an upcoming album. www.youtube.com/playlist?lis...

I am very scared for my friends in the States

I've not been particularly good at journaling things or enjoyed looking back on what I've written/typed when I've not been... having a good time. Thank you for trying, though, I really do appreciate that.

i call dibs

I've tried various things and I've not seen anything so far and I'm kind of out of ideas. All joy I've had recently has been... so fleeting. It's there for a moment and then I'm left with myself.

I'm just... so tired. Of everything. I'm not good at anything. I don't know what brings me joy. I'm so tired.

I'm so tired.

I used to stream on Youtube - I had a few fans, but nothing long-lasting. If my "music" gets at least someone a new favourite, that's my life a success.

I'm my own biggest hater - no one can tell me worse things than I tell myself, but damn, playing Counter-Strike with randoms makes me feel better about myself for sure.

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