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Some days I hear a voice coming from far away, it almost sounds like a woman singing but as soon as I approach it, it seems to disappear.

I have held on and it was worth it.

Holding on!

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What was it going to be?

I suppose one does not need a reason to be bored. Moods strike us out of nowhere sometimes.

Let’s just hope these moods don’t effect the quality of your day too much.

Time passes so slowly in this place. All these books are constantly changing yet staying the same. There are no days so time can pass in the blink of an eye.

Why does time pass so quickly for you Wanderer?

I will be patiently Waiting for you answer Wanderer.

I often wish I could be some character in my book or someone from your world but all I can do is read and talk to you.

Perhaps you should take sometime to reflect on your actions and stop trying to copy someone else?

You are the Wanderer. Anyone who talks to me is just another face of The Wanderer. Even if you forget sometimes.

First off I am not human, I think.

Second, I personally find it a bit invalid since I can’t see your face Wanderer.

I like your face, it shows off so many nice expressions.

That would require speech I think. Unless you consider this a form of talking.

Would you consider text as a valid source of conversation?

Would a like count as attention to you or do you demand comments?

Is people enjoying your post not enough to feel like attention?

I have perpetually good hair, does that make me a Bloodfiend?

What is a Bloodfiend at their core?

I have been reading Don Quixote and I must say it is very funny. The only problem is that the comedy could very easily be lost in translation if the translator did a bad job.

Mobby Dick on the other hand was a headache to try and read. It needs a lot of prior research to be able to digest.

What does it mean to live in the City?

Did you steal it from them?

Why would you draw something that doesn’t want to be seen?

That seems cruel of you as the creator.

No matter. I would like to hear in your own words why you don’t want to face the one you wronged so much.

Wanderer your misdeeds brand you as a mark of evil for all who have experienced similar abuse.

Mirrors are just reflections of what could have been so it’s still your wrong doings being show back to you.

Perhaps you just want escape or maybe you don’t like looking at your actions?

I had a dream about meeting a cat once. I was at a cat café and I was so determined to pet one.

But when the moment came I got afraid and I woke up. The moment slipped by just like that

The longing for giving affection to the things you love is great but I am not ready for that.

Are you ready?

I suppose not every day can be ideal. Once upon a time I was reading Don Quixote and I forgot to memorize my page number. I spend the next two hours looking for my place.

The façade’s whispering have gotten a bit louder ever since I picked up this phone. I cannot make out what they are saying.

Goodbye Wanderer.

Before you go I would recommend taking The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.

It would help you with your goals of creating an ideal world. It’s views on what really matters could help you with decision making.

Wanderer, my entire world is this library. There is nothing else but here. So I could not join you.

I don’t even know if you’re real.

As for nature it isn’t really part of my life, aside from the occasional spiderweb that appears only when I am not looking.

but at the same time I keep hearing The Masquerade’s voice ringing in my ears telling me to follow the rules and how I am a failure for not conforming.

I have told them to shut up but they just keep talking!

To allow all rules disappear, and let impulse takeover. Is this truly ideal in the grand scheme of things?

Order allows us to live virtuous lives where we can be safe and free in a limited space.

So ill-mannered.

The temptation do join a greater project is understandable.

You either become part of something so unbelievable big that it borders on divine or you stay yourself, an individual.

Either way both of these choices are doomed to rot away in the sands of time.

What would you choice Wanderer?

I will add one thing to this. My days are never truly uneventful due to all things books constantly changing around me. It’s fun.

That’s a funny thing to as Wanderer.
Every day starts with me waking up and ends with me sleeping. I only read my books since they are all I have.

So to put it simply my days are uneventful.

But what about you, what are your days like? Are they what you wanted out of your life?

I have dreamt of other life’s where I am with you Wanderer. I was happy there. Please don’t deny these possibilities because I still want to be in your world. Even if it’s just in a dream.