CARO 2️⃣

i think i'm just unable to comprehend people who are so vocally negative about things they claim to like. it does not come across as though you're enjoying it very much... but i guess people like that don't care about how it appears

sorry. i was feeling bitter suddenly

if you're only looking for one specific thing and you complain about everything else not being up to your standards and ignore important aspects of the series, you're annoying as hell for that

i think there are some people who would benefit so much and have their mood improved so much as well if they just. moved on to something else already instead of sticking around and complaining all the time and doing absolutely nothing to contribute to the things they want to see made in the world

i'm either going to be the one who pushes away because rejection sensitivity and anxious attachment or i'm going to be pushed away because i'm too much and nobody wants to keep going for me. lol

seems like i'm always left to feel like i have to protect myself and my feelings by enjoying stuff all by myself because i don't want to hurt or be hurt by others or make them feel forced to be around me or interact with me or do stuff with me or for me if they don't really want to. who would anyway

can't bring myself to draw or write rn

won't somebody just save me or put me out of my misery already

when you stop having anything to look forward to, that's how the demons get you

i feel like i can't even complain or even open my mouth. i just wanna explode. i hate being depressed so bad and circumstances around me provide me no relief to my pains. all i can do is hope for "the next thing" and right now i don't have much hope in that either.

me when. good luck working on stuff

if nobody else participates like they said they would i'm KOing myself.

👀 there is so much possibility...

the 3P yuai and 3P aiyu need to get out of my head and onto a canvas some day

i need to draw something crazy soon. i've been thinking about the aiyu where there's tentacles involved, but it seems like i'm not the only one

i don't know what the freak origin point is for enjoying the kind of thing where one is filled up with fluids or like, every opening is used/filled with toys etc.

but it's super intriguing

save me eroguro, save me

now that i'm done working on aiyumonth stuff, i'm pretty much free to do whatever i want... stress is down... all is better

i was so depressed for so much of this month that i couldn't think about hole very much. that's when you know it's bad

IT'S JUST FICTION IT'S FINE TO BE INTRIGUED BY THESE TOPICS ← screaming it to myself

all of the landmines suddenly fell out

LMFAO

twincest is great because it's like

a devotion of love that can only be conveyed and understood by your other half. the person who shares almost everything about you, was born to be alongside you, that you share a connection like no one else

and i love it when that devotion is twisted or corrupt

i'll be brave

𝓭𝓸𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼𝓽... 🫰😔

i'm scared to use those words somehow so i'll delete it

don't make yourself sick about it. on a Tuesday

i really hate it

having been made to learn about ○○○ at 14 by an 18 yo has messed up my psyche i'm afraid

why didn't i realize the red flags about our relationship?

i felt special because i was so lonely

it makes me feel very wrong to think back on it

i couldn't talk about it with anyone and it's still difficult