🫀 DEACON 🫀

this is definitely the baffling part to me as well. like. at the end of the day its morbid curiosity and i Get It. but its also ok to look away from the wreckage i Promise,, nobody is forcing you to watch,,,

("the stan wrong song" playing in the distance as i let what has Happened Here sink in properly instead of looking away from the concept of my boys bein done dirty) ...tis a goldmine for worldbuilding though. ill be taking That. Thank You

Im done looking at this. Please have post trimax knives who definitely just wandered off into the desert to die and didnt become an apple tree

#trigunmaximum #millionsknives #trigun

also this isnt targeted or anything. but if the shoe fits...use it to walk a few steps away from me ok

theres literally not a single space that i can feel comfortable saying "hey this weeks episode was kinda killer in ways" because all of those spaces are filled with people just. Hating Everything About It. whateverrr yall just dont get to hear my thoughts on it then 🤷‍♂️

rubs my face. have any of yall even tried to have a good time or are you just hung up on it not being a 1:1 like it literally never was to begin with. if you hate it so much why are you still engaging with it. dont you have something better to do. dont you get tired of being so critical. i mean Damn

im frustrated but i also just realized not everyone has categorized stamp/gaze into "someones au" in their brains and that helped a little

—vw taking the bike to hopeland so ww can finally go home (:
—inherently following: livio tailing them and watching ww kick it
—melanie being the one to feed vash and lr to help them feel a little better...ish
—melanie luida interaction please PLEASE
—millie having a good cry while hugging livio 🙂‍↕️

things i wish would happen but Know They Wont 💔
—twin backstory/lr backstory parallels would be Bangin (specifically knives/razlo parallels. yall should know me)
—i miss razlos Guys...thats all
—knives trying to leave hopeland as a pit in the ground but getting deflected (+vashs "warning shot")

—i hope theres just. No Chapel. fuck that guy i dont want to see him! let this go down on razlos call i wanna see what happens LMAO
—give me knives "plant amalgamation body horror" saverem or give me death
—i feel bad for ww fans everywhere. however. it needs to happen. trust.

trigaze thoughts before tomorrow Happens:
—begging the fandom not to hate razlo for whats inevitably to come
—i know theyre probably not gonna do the part of lrs backstory that happens between hopeland and the eom but. I Wish They Would 💔
—the key visual of vw on the bike. dont talk to me /nsrs

Ghost || Ghoul
#trigunstargaze #trigun #liviorazlo

we are Here. ok? we are Here, and we are Still Queer, regardless of how terrifying that is in these times. we deserve to Stay Here and Stay Queer. the two can coexist. we just have to be willing to fight for it. most of us are. more than you know.

i cant afford to sustain a life in a blue state/city. i am autistic in ways that a bigger city than the one i was forced to move to after the flood would literally be detrimental to my wellbeing. im used to the quiet. the simple courtesy of kindness. shit you just dont find in urban places.

there are folks like myself for example that have lived here all their life. it goes back for generations. my loved ones are buried here. most of them still live here. its not just a simple "cut and run" like everyone wants it to be. hell. even i want it to be. but its not.

[ lrp ]
i try not to get Overly Political on main but god this is such an important thing that people just. dont seem to grasp. queers in red states should not be forced out of their established communities—their homes, their safety—regardless of funding or lack thereof.

Yes, please keep this in mind. Some people cannot "just leave." They are caring for elderly relatives, have child custody situations, jobs where communities depend on them, etc. It's not so simple.

WHERE ARE YOUR FUCKING PANTS MY DEAREST MANIAC...WHERE ARE THEY
[ #stargazespoilers jic ]

those are my Guys. my Blorbos. theyre Special To Me in ways i Cannot Begin to put into words. as you can imagine. i am Afraid,

also as the lr ambassador (/silly) i will have No Restraint if people misconstrue them in stargaze. idgaf if the narrative straight up sets them up for Fandom Failure i will sit you down and Force You to read past vol10 of trimax. we do NOT stand for lr slander in this household 🫵.

too lazy to crop this but in case you were wondering. No. im Not havin a normal time over stargaze razlo

Colored drawings of razlo from trigun stargaze

QUEEEEEN #TrigunStargaze #Trigun #RazlotheTripofDeath

head in my hands. i feel like im so full of stupid fucking opinions that are gonna get me sniped at some point but i really just. dont care anymore. im sick of it. im so sick of Everything and im TIRED of pretending im NOT.

excluding or punching down on Any Gender is Bad ok. its bad for cis people, its bad for queer people, its bad for everyone. many such FUCKING cases. the cyclical nature of hatred within our society needs to be Gone already. we can Easily redirect that hatred towards people who actually deserve it.

my GOD its the DUMBEST SHIT. frankly the way men as a whole are treated is dumb as shit! "but they were bad first" were They bad or were the generations of men they Relied On to Raise Them right bad. we arent gonna make any fucking progress as a society if we just take turns swingin on each other.

the way folks are So Quick to say "ugh i hate all men" nd then turn to trans men and say "but not you, youre different (:" makes me want to Maim. its terf rhetoric. grabs you. ITS. TERF. RHETORIC. "trans men are men" until its negative in any way. like. no i dont wanna catch strays by any means but

im gonna bitch about somethin quick sorry lol

me: the thing is Not That Bad
that one 🍊 staff member on twt:
me: god. DAMN IT.

OPENED BSKY TO SEE 30+ NOTIFS. YALL SCARED ME. DONT DO THAT /LH