TotallyEclipse

depends on what angle you look at it from tbh
anyway lookin forward to it :D

to my opps suck my dick til it straightens out again, i just almost landed a dope job, i just got a really sick collab lined up, im stepping out of my comfort zone like IM UPPP MOTION BABY FUCK YOU MEAN

im talking like "isnt it crazy that we just looked at a fruit and decided to call it an apple" to "so do we acknowledge the existence of beings outside of ourselves even though the fear would make us feel entirely small in the world" LIKE I WANNA JUST GO ON WILD TANGENTS FOR AN HOUR

AIGHT I THINK I GOT IT HEAR ME OUT
i wanna do a sort of spiral stream, where we sit down and talk about one thought and let that one thought lead into another, and another and another until we are deep as fuck in a rabbit hole of just whatever. THAT WOULD BE SICK RIGHT

uhh hit me on discord itd probably be easier :3

this would actually be a dream collab, i just need to think of some shit i can do

im not cooking enough weird shit on the twitch channel, i wanna cook up some strange ass collabs that make people go "Eclipse, what the fuck are you talking about"

I NEED SPICE IN MY LIFE I NEED EXCITEMENT RAHH

(deleted the last post cuz i said collars. however i am not opposed to that either)

UPDATE SO NOBODY'S CONFUSED-

I WILL BE CHANGING MY NAME TO "TOTALLYECLIPSE" ON ALL SOCIALS FROM HERE ON IN! i had a video explaining the reasons but its too big to post so provided you watch my streams ill explain later :3

it happens, i think it bothered me way more than usual but im not sure why. i just gotta keep trying to vocal train but thats hard ;w;

i wnna rip my vocal cords out so bad

i dont think ive ever felt more dysphoric than i did getting clocked for my voice tn. i hate not sounding feminine, my voice is acc my worst trait and it make me never wanna speak again. fuck my life dude

LIKE IM STILL ON THIS WHAT KIND OF FUCKING FORTUNE COOKIE SPECIFIES "THIS FRIDAY" MAN

i got the escape room job interview saturday, and i shit you not i got a fortune cookie that said "this friday, let go of the past and embrace the future"

see its hard to believe fate isnt real with shit like this lmao

oh im actually cooking shit okay im kinda up rn, hard work and faith in myself will surely illuminate my path. im ready to start making dreams come true baby lets get it <3

matter fact fuck it imma just shoot my shot and see where this goes- music oomfs, let's collab. let's make something cool. i wanna work with others and make some dope shit, let's fucking do it <3

also dualposting to bluesky is dope nobody really sees the shit i say here so i can just say whatever lol

fellas it has occured to me i might need to do this song in collaboration with someone that already has knowledge of how to produce music
if you wanna make a song with a weird pink dog hit me up, im dedicated to makin this atp

FINALLY INSPIRATION I MUST MAKE A FUNK SONG

wait i really wanna make a FUNK SONG THAT WOULD GO SO HARD I LOVE FUNK MUSIC

also now that im really sitting down and lookin at it, even if i advertise it the music always performs like shit on my YT. chat be deadass with me am i just ass at singing lmao

listening to this and watching the sunrise when i was on the train was a peak experience especially half asleep, keep cooking pls 🙏

i made it, im def bouta feel this muscle soreness tmmrw but i made it 🙏

my whole body hurts im dehydrated and exhausted this is the worst moving experience ever lmao

had to adjust my final stop because I had 5 bags and the train didn't allow checked baggage but now i cant get picked up so I have to figure out how to carry 5 heavy ass bags across new york

im so fucking tired bro praying to god doesn't do shit 💀

im also really just trying to distract myself from the fact im moving tonight. Trying to act nonchalant but im honestly so sad about it. I am excited for a new beginning though. I hope I can finally live instead of surviving

they rereleasing Sinners in imax?? oh hell yeah im bouta go watch it a 4th time, also you have not seen sinners you are missing out on one of the best movies of all time and I mean that 🙏

alan wake 2 especially was damn near life changing for me its so FUCKING GOOD MAN RAHHHH ALAN WAKE PROPAGANDA

im serious btw. if you have not played alan wake and want to get into it, LET ME KNOW. I WILL GIVE YOU A DETAILED BREAKDOWN ON WHICH ORDER TO PLAY THE GAMES IN. I AM INCREDIBLY AUTISTIC ABOUT THIS. PLEASE PLAY ALAN WAKE IM BEGGING ITS SO PEAK

i needa make a video rambling abt my favorite autism hyperfixation alan wake and the remedy connected universe

i am so stressed it isnt funny but ion wanna do no like, substance abuse or nothing and I suck shit at meditation i just wanna like sink a hole and kinda be alone for a bit yk