@master/disciple from vent

im doing fine. not that big of a deal comparatively. i just dont know what the plan is now.

fuck my life.

this is not the first or last time i try to cook something thats (very obviously) gone bad and only notice halfway through that there's mold in there

every time you ask me to switch tasks i shoot another hostage

it's just me (transgender walking corpse coworker) and you now

no longer at a point where being more earnest and gentle could help me, i think i just need to start looking for diff friends. get some distance.

SICKKK, it looks great!!!

there comes a time when you just have to admit you hate that motherfucker

sometimws i can just *feel* a thought cooking in the back of my mind n i have to look away really quick lest it develop into some kind of beliegf

[hitting my head against a wall] yeah yeah, no, it's fine. its fine.

i found basically everyone just by checking ints on others' posts!

OMG.. skinzun..... ☺️💞

i guess the lack of supports taken a toll on me

inthink i was crying in my sleep

i ❤️ sending my therapist three paragraphs worth of text first thing in the morning

mad at me??? for disappearing?? well thats on you for not expecting that from a ghost!

grief? what grief? im balling.

my special-interest in-law

i get sqq on a pwrsonal level bc i also repress the fuck out any strong emotion

i had a dream where everything worked out and we didnt have to be afraid anymore

i should get everything for free

me when i have to pay for my purchases🤢🤮🤮🤮

so so so so so so scared</3

the swelling on my finger is finally going down for one :]

several amazing things happening at once!

they call me "no fun steven" because i can always tell when a tweet is stolen from tumblr

it's the existing alongside other people that make it all worth it, and i feel like a bad person for pushing everyone away. i've been selfish and terrified, now i'm all alone.

couldn't have gone differently. but it feels lonely. it feels meaningless.

when i look back now, my life doesn't seem very happy. feels more like i broke everything around me over and over.

i dont understand why i hate her though. she's done her job perfectly well for years.