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oh and WE CANNOT TEST FOR ESTRONE IN AUSTRALIA. WE CAN ONLY TEST ALL ESTROGENS AS AN AGGREGATE.

and IF I HAVE A STROKE - IF I SURVIVE I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO FINISH MY TRANSITION as I WILL BE DENIED ALL REQUESTS FOR SURGERY. THIS IS LIFE AND DEATH.

Please don't recommend Will Powers - I am australian. Unless he is willing to take an australian patient and even then no idea how that is even possible.

hey everybody, I need help finding a Dr who can help. It's going to be a while before I can get a consult for GRS (I can't wait, the risk is too high due to below) which I'll likely GFM. My life is at risk, as well as further disablement. Add OCD, and its a nightmare. For reference, I live is Aus.

Currently off injections as my trough levels were 2000+, due to stroke risk... but I felt better? I am currently feeling the worst crash in my life and progynova, gel or bica are not helping. My armpits are just ulcer farms from HS, which is triggered by androgens.

Like... if I have to detransition, I am killing myself. Same if I have a stroke, as them I am not allowed to get bottom surgery.

And as you can see, my OCD is having a terrible time with this.

Like I feel like the WPATH levels do not apply to me, I absorb more E and need more E to feel results. However... detransitioning is not an option as my HS quickly progresses and it is deeply painful and gross and is triggered by androgens. Cypro/GnRH causes depression, Spiro worsens POTS.

Drs/endos have no idea and keep swapping me between the same few people, trying the same methods. Injectables DID HELP (energy, T suppression and HS goes away) but I was told I was at a very high stroke risk given my e levels were 2000-4000. I am terrified and not doing well.

AFAIK I am XY. But I am really, profoundly worried about picking between a stroke risk and detransitioning. I am not able to get bottom surgery any time soon. Bica (75 a day) only barely suppresses the effects of T. My body is not responding to HRT normally at all and it could kill me.

Has anybody heard of what conditions could cause really high estrogen absoprtion - only for that high estrogen to not really do much so you need more? Like - I feel I need what Dr's call "dangerous" (over 1500) E levels to function. Below that I break out with Hidradenitis suppurativa and fatigue.

theories of mass delusion are always theories of feminine delusion. they're structurally parasitic on notions of hysteria, of feminine passivity and impressionability, even when applied to groups of men. the foundations of mass psychology and crowd behavior rest explicitly on the comparison.

i am already doing that. but i shall continue to do so

i already scream in a lot of my songs (ringtail possums REALLY scream)

should I do ASMR

can ppl stop dickriding this guy until he commits to taxpayer funding for dick removal

Hidden Fires Burn Hottest, by Bosse-de-Nage 10 track album

bosse-de-nage.bandcamp.com/album/hidden...

Happy womens day to Bosse-De-Nage, a band that has no women, but for making this woman happy because it Slaps

who the fuck saved this

yeah, checks out. of course it quickly devolves into racism.

A newspaper headline from over a century ago, reading: WOMEN ANARCHISTS HAVE BECOME THE TERROR OF WORLDS POLICE Their Daring Crimes Are Said to Have Out- stripped the Deeds of Brothers of the Red Search for the Woman is Becoming a Safe Rule in Crimes Proceeding From Anarchistic Violence—The Guardians of the World Nearly Always Finda Woman Implicated When a Ruler is Stricken Down—Emotional Women Lose Sense of Fear.

Happy International Women's Day. 🏴

I feel really 35 turning 36 right now

How far we have come... gone from being predator-jacketed for asking a cis woman out in 2019 to being made into a masculinised fetish object for 'cis for trans breeding'. This explains some interactions I've had with cis women recently. sorry ladies, its being chopped off and was mid to being with

happy international working womens day! today I learnt about "transfem supremacy"! Apparently it is a kink dynamic between a 'chaser cis woman and dominant trans woman'. I cannot unlearn this. All I did was follow the 'transfeminism' tag on tumblr. anyway, happy birthday working women!

Here is my Three Babies (guitars) used on the track - both baritones for the riffs (left and middle) and intro drone, and the lead/outro drone on the pink one. the green on them is the laser nebula thing don't worry about it. anyway i am proud of the song go listen. its free.

i honestly dont know. i wrote a lot of music while ill that i couldnt finish bc i'd struggle with the vocals, and it ended up with several hours. a few are noise diary entries that have been promoted to true songs. most dont have vocals and i really dunno what the final form will be

Robyn Adams Liv Agar Carley Aggromito Penny Andrews Magda Baker Dakota Blais Rebecca Chalon Aoife Josie Clements Dionne Copland Greta Doyle Vera Drew Avalon Fast Davia Lee Fiddler Henri Gillespi Audrey Kerridge Sepi Mashiahof Charlotte Miller Tess Paul Edith R.Y. Kalika Rose Ada Rook Lila Ann Sangha Jane Schoenbrun Audrey Storey Abigail Thorn Louise Weard Marissa Wright And featuring music by Isobel Fox, Lex Walton, Prairie Princess, Estelle Allen, Uboa, Ravine Angel, and more. And guest writing by Alison Rumfitt and Heather Landsman.

The cast of Castration Movie Anthology iii. (in alphabetical order):

as promised. i can't seem to find audio posting on bluesky as i don't have age verification. i fucking hate my country taking my right to privacy away from me (while isolating trans and disabled children). Yes, still some jankiness in the mix, but eh here it is.

www.patreon.com/posts/152456...

a good song not a bullshit improvised song. it has a riff. it has vocals. it has too many lyrics. the who shebang. im uploadin'

ok since i missed bandcamp friday i am annoucing Uboa Free Song Saturday (if you are not australian) and going to post a free song that doesn't vibe on any any upcoming releases that is 10 minutes. it will be on patreon and tumblr as I assume you cannot upload 10 mins of audio to blusky.

my chud bassist!!!!