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oops! forgot abt this account

systems love to hate their father

had an extremely cathartic therapy session on monday,,,

mysterious ooze gang keeps it real

the mysterious slop

because it’s people who shape people & people are disgusting

his daughter did like jump off the golden gate bridge or whatever but i was 8 so idk the family lore

idk the only cool person from that family is my stoner uncle but he might be an abuser too lol

idk that family is so full of assholes who just ignore and normalize abuse. i dont want anything else to do with those bitches!!!

i want him to know he fucked up my childhood but i think he already knows given that hes so willing to do a 1 hour car drive to see me on a whym

pussied out on berating my dad again lol

not sure what it will even accomplish atp

systems love doing excessive amounts of dissociatives

i need someone to take a blow torch to my gray matter

one of us also relapsed again. lol.

i hate being scared of being in my own body this particular combo of disorders fucking blows.

i think we need a psych stay this is getting really bad.

happy trail size difference...

i havent shaved in 6 months...

bush size difference...

DID trannies shouldnt have to go to work this is fucked

god how do i keep getting jobs next to my abusers jobs 😭😭😭

knee and ankle are sore from leg bouncing all day 😭

work was . really hard today im not sure if this job is for us..

we had to deal with Really Bad ptsd this morning..

yeag,, been so anxious lately...

sorry didnt kms yet just broke my phone ...

uhm...

we are gonna go bitch out our terrible father tn because our mental health is Really Fucking Bad.

we have been wanting to do this for a while and we said we would do it if this happened so here goes nothing