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:3 ? I can have a little Polaris...as a treat.

oh yay another edit, that's so cool-
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is this a safe place to say that every time im really in a bad mental rut i picture myself hugging my ocs to cope lol

shits been a bag of dicks lately and all i have is a mental image of a stupid broody bitchy elf giving me a hug. why is THAT my coping mechanism 💔

(he's also depicted as a raven/crow which hello? I love corvidae too 😭 like what is coincidence/happenstance and what is a sign lol)

it's no secret I love seraphim and ophanim angels, but the draw I feel for them is different than my soft spot for demons. And I've ALWAYS had said affection. I don't know how relevant/coincidence this is either but owls are my favorite family of bird next to softbills. Guess what Stolas is? AN OWL

And I'm not on the "demons good, angels bad" because I think angels are the EXACT same way. There's just no way a sentient entity (divine or not) does not come without flaws. and this is all considering they're even real to begin with which. hey. huge skeptic. cannot deny my draw to demons though.

as far as I can remember I have never truly seen demons as the bad guys...not even while I was christian. there's so many of them. why would they, like humans, not have good eggs within the bad apples? it's why all of my demonic characters have been good, i don't believe they're all inherently evil

late night rabbit holes got me up learning about the 72 Pillars. Like what do you mean I'm over here contemplating the ars goetia. It's 4am, we do not need to relapse back into religion but ouuughhh Belial and Stolas are sooo interesting....

Wym that's just me when im ovulating

at a Halloween party and all I'm thinkin' bout is my ocs freaking it 😔

Cirrus the man that you are GAWH DAHMN

and maybe in a weird sense I cling to them so hard because it's the only way I get to still interact with you? you know.... totally normal coping mechanism I'm sure.

Like, hey former best friend of 15 years, I know we don't talk anymore because of political differences but I wrote a book about our characters that we bonded over and loved for a decade. I hope you don't get mad at me that I still love them the most way I do

one thing about wanting to write a novel is that my characters have so many tie in's and plot relevance to characters that are shared with another person I don't really talk to anymore.

6 of Swords

"A deer with a target represents a child who lost their innocence"

...both? 😏

come get y'all's subs! hot and fresh off the *looks at smudged writing on hand* ...vampire sandwich conveyer?

I'm sorrrryy (no I'm not 😏)

-Hadria has joined the chat-

Wait a minute...this is YOUR FAULT 🫵

(distant chants of "angst! angst! angst! angst!")

chilling in asphodel

it's game over when I get to him. gang we ain't saving the shadow-cursed lands. we FUCKIN in them.

what Kar'niss sees seconds before snatch a fistful of drider ass