cadenza

I don't get how so many people are just fine with not paying someone back for food or like anything. It sucks having to chase people for money and just never getting it

Man I hate being the one responsible for paying for shit especially in my current financial situation

I'm safe as far as I know but. I think it's time I start applying for other jobs

Uh oh. Huge layoffs......Scared!

Gwyn going home…...... :(

She passed yesterday. I'm doing as ok as I can. Might be quiet for a little

I really gotta stop getting in my head so much. I feel like such an asshole

Also really nervous!!!!!!!

Excited to see friends!!!!!!

I should probably sleep but I'm too excited and also nervous and also

Gwyn here in 11 hours!!! Yay!!

Feel like I'm embarrassing myself venting as much as I do but like. I'm not in a great spot. Sorry yall

I gotta just suck it up and try to enjoy this week as much as possible

Buh.. I need a good cry. I can't keep acting so strong.

I want to be normal and have like. At least a little bit of time where bad things are not happening to me

I really hate being in a perpetual state of "going through it"

Please please please I need a fucking break

man. As soon as I'm feeling good about this week and ready to relax my mom calls me and tells me there's a definite possibility that my grandmother could die this week..! Awesome

Omg no need to apologize! life has been coming after everyone, we've been super going thru it too and it's hard to plan like anything.

I'll try to come! If we don't see y'all we should plan something before y'all move!

YES I'm manifesting it.... Also I hope we get to see u in passing at least it's been so long!!

Also very nervous.. but things will be good

I'm so excited for this week!! Gwyn comes Tuesday and then ANE !!!

Really annoying especially now that I'm actually starting to get back into it and starting to break a wall that I've been at for years

Really down about my SDVX controller dying on me! I don't have the money to replace it and don't want to drive an hour whenever I want to play .-.

A little lonely tonight gamers

ignore the millions of other games I could play. Those aren't real

Brought my steam deck to my mom's house so I could play xiv and now it's just crashing over and over so I'm bored

This kind of sucks because I don't feel like putting really anything on my main now. I know I can just ignore them and not engage with it at all but like :|

I miss not hearing loud cars and yelling outside 24/7 and actually being able to see the stars. It's nice

Staying with my mom for the night so I can take care of her while she recovers and man. I kind of miss living here. It's so quiet compared to where I am now