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I WILL BE YOUR PREACHER TEACHER ANYTHING YOU HAVE IN MIND ‼️

Someday I’m going to be somebody people want 🤍

So sick and tired of having to yell to be heard. I just want to be allowed to exist without it being a fight.

Taylor Swift in the “Opalite” music video with short Brunette hair sitting crisscrossed applesauce on a bed next to a rock making a friendship bracelet

imagine hating on me and i’m just in my room like this

Watched the most recent episode of a knight of seven kingdoms and I could not stop sobbing for 10 minutes after it was over #IamUnwell I WILL FIGHT WITH YOU SER DUNCAN!!!!!!

The funny part about trump posting about Bad Bunny’s performance is that means he watched it 🤪

halftime show

what a shot

Bad Bunny’s ending made me so emotional 😭

Charlie Puth really SHOULD be a bigger artist because damn that was good

Domnhall Gleeson wearing a glittery blue/purple/tan plaid shirt sprays a cactus with Opalite spray, split screen with Taylor Swift wearing a pink tank top and choker spraying herself with the Opalite Spray

fascinating (heartbreaking) that she sprays HERSELF with the Opalite, not the rock. she thinks she's the garbage that needs to be magically improved to be lovable 😭😭😭😭

The CT scan that was supposed to tell me whether I need open heart surgery or neck surgery was inconclusive because THEY FORGOT to scan my chest. Only my neck was and now I have to redo the scan and have a bonus round of anxiety and terror until I get the final results. Love that for me.

I’m losing friends because I refuse to normalize cruelty, indifference, or selective empathy and fckkkk it sucks because I stupidly thought people were better

Valid. Mother made the syllabus. 📖✨

They say time heals all wounds but as callous as it sounds I will never get over Taylor Swift extracting my brain chip, plagiarizing my emotional interior life and writing the album folklore and rubbing salt in it with evermore.

A meme of a fluffy cat with its head tilted back yowling wearing a cowboy hat superimposed in the sky over a wooded mountain range. The overall feeling of the image is a wistful, desperate, quiet kind of anger as if the cat while godlike over the landscape still seeks and answer from a power that may or may not exist. The sky is grey and cloudy, furthering the idea that there is no clear way through this feeling

AND IM JUST

MAD AS HELL

CUZ I LOVED THIS PLACE

Lololol test scans came back and apparently there’s a tumor in my chest. Truly begging the plot of my life to chill.

Met up with an old friend for lunch and it sent me spiraling into a depressive episode all weekend so there is that

Today was hospitals and scans with a side of PowerPoints, annual reviews, groceries, and daycare pickup. Snuck off to my favorite hideaway to remember how to breathe 🤍

As a Southerner I believe this is illegal to admit but… I think I may actually be enjoying the cold.

I was angry at the world, at God, at everyone who isn’t as angry as me. Still glad I went to church. Thankful for a God whose fury outpaces mine and meets me as I am.

I truly think nobody knows me on a more intimate level than Noah Kahn’s song lyrics

The socks lasted 15 minutes 🙈

It’s so cold I am doing the unthinkable…sleeping with my socks on 👻

Moved from the fancy downtown office to the suburbs. Originally my boss had me downtown for “executive presence.” Turns out strong performance works just as well. Annual review sealed it. Now I’m working in jeans and couldn’t be happier. 🍾🙌🏻

Met another fitness goal today of 60 flights of stairs 🙌🏻

My son spent lunch saying hi to the “shadows”, telling me they were walking around, and offering them his goldfish. I panic-called my mom. Apparently it’s a “game” she taught him. In full disrespect, what the hell!?!

Snug as a bug in a rug watching little bear in bed with my little bears 🐻 🥰

He got that boyish look that I like in a man 😜

I just found the perfect vintage globe for my desk and I am so excited 🤩