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too much work. i will just sleep instead

lil bit lonelier than usual these days
blaming it on the summer heat

nothin 2 unleash honestly, its just the same shit that always bums me out so it feels stupid to complain about it

every 4/5 times i think about complaining about something on this account i decide its too cringe and talk myself out of it. anyway i hope you're all having a good day in here

feelin a lil distant and the brainworms are getting my ass tonight so im gonna eat a yogurt and some fruit snacks about it and go to bed early. cause even taking a shower and washin my hair didn't help fix this one

not gonna get into it bc if i open my mouth about this specific thing they're gonna have to take me out back n put me down but the 4am brainworms are beating my ass tonight

Thinking about my grandparents today, specifically my grandma who came up in conversation with my mom earlier today
miss her dearly, but at least i think she'd be happy to see me able to support myself n do my own thing.

as trans day of visibility fades into night, it's time to build support for a new holiday: trans week of unfettered access to long-range rocket artillery

i would like it more if it felt like i was pushing through and not being dragged limply by my ankles but i will make it work. just would have preferred not to get hit by it all at once

Not a strong start to the week
tooth out on thursday, bike still broke, energy DISASTROUSLY low
doin my best but havin a bad one

bad week for the late night mental but we just gotta keep walkin it down the road
it can't get better if it stops so it has to keep going

Drew @nellieandgrits.bsky.social with my left hand for a lil art trade~
#nellistrations

i think a lot of fanfic out there starts as purely self indulgent OC shipping stuff and i think there's no harm in just puttin words in a google doc for sillies
but obv im not twistin your arm about it

no bit i think you should get into writing fanfic. i think it'd be good for the little rat that lives in your brain (both of them)

impatient blacksmith waiting for the forges to heat up:

we can only see how it goes!

im tryin to keep a good image bc i plan to try movin to a different store when i cut out of state so even if it's annoying i usually help people when asked...

it's just loose i think? if it's too annoying i can just uber but i'd rather save the money
and at work I'm literally moving one department over so I'm worried it's gonna be a LOT of me covering ass for the new guys while i try to learn shit
but at least it should be easier physically

anyway my head hurts and my battery is empty and i am gonna take some ibuprofen and go to bed about it
first day in the new department tomorrow and I'm running low on things to look forward to AND i still gotta fix my fucked up bike tire

oomfies who r checking this profile wondering who the fuck this new idiot is: