apple juice 🫧

anyway thats just me yapping, perhaps its just pmdd making me feel so gloomy

the idea of having arts as a job is sooo not it for me in my mind 😓 my mother insists i like art when she overhears how willing i am to explain art and its impact to other people but thats soo... different! i have a love and respect for arts but it isnt the same for making it especially for others

sometimes i wonder if its a good idea to stay studying multimedia arts despite being in 2nd year already and telling myself its for my family because its my mom's decision... like im just mostly unsure if i can flourish in an area i dont have passion for in contrast to like vetmed and biology

all the most welcome!! 😭💗💗
lol that's so real, i get you! all the best wishes!! 🤗

the way it started off from me just wanting to remove the small light hairs between my brows bc it felt like a unibrow TToTT then i decided yk what, might as well try shaping it for the first time

finally caved in and plucked my eyebrows... i think it turned out okay LOL

so stunning i gasped omg

The 2D animator is actually animating?!?! Truly wild. Anyways here’s a rough of what I’ve got so far with the animated wallpaper, got to do some more in-betweens and do the hand 😵‍💫
(I’ve been so locked in with it I didn’t realise I’ve been working to 1am…)
#b0nzeyeart #lads #shenxinghui #ladsxavier

#紅白　#イラスト　♥️🤍R7-105

this type of way in defending their argument/viewpoint always ticks me off 😭😭 reminds me of a cousin who is against feminism & brought up male victims, suddenly acting like they care & what does it prove anyway? no one's rights should be denied. queers and palestinians shouldn't be harmed either

lads unironically helps me lock in on work lmao... esp the quality time with the LIs 😭 been finishing my work within 30-60 minutes... also planning to do simple workouts like 2-3 times per week from now on w/ caleb bc my arms ache too easily during my martial arts class 🥲

a close up of a spider man in a dark room with birds flying in the background ALT: a close up of a spider man in a dark room with birds flying in the background

When neurodivergent people find each other out in the wild.

Fanart for the Vocaloid song Triple Baka. It's a headshot of Neru, Miku and Teto alongside each other. Neru on our left has a neutral-ish pout, and Miku and Teto (middle and right) are smiling and singing. "TRIPLE BAKA" is jovially written in the top right corner with musical notes around it.

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i don't do makeup either because my budget doesn't have space for that so im not familiar w those either, im already fighting for dear life living in my dorm 🥀 also in a conservative home so it's not like i can try lots? idk

college is so embarrassing bc im 20 and ppl mistake me for being a highschool or freshly 18 💔 aside from my face, something something uhh im also an adult but everyone seems to have their life already figured out 😭

thoughts and prayers, ain't no way, that's terrifying 😭😭 guys make me nervous when confessing despite being aware im a lesbo like ok man...

yesss i think it adds bc christianity is prevalent a lot in here

i don't mind it bc it's a good excuse to celebrate and be jolly which i think fits the idea filipinos always are 😭

fair! and oh filipinos do start celebrating early and preparing for christmas once ber months hit 😭

obviously im salty bc ive known them for how many years and you cut me off over that? plus since college i haven't seen the entire group so who knows what could've changed, it was a simple and harmless question!!

know im still mad over an ex friend who got mad from me asking if they're gay after sharing a wlw post? 😭 "if you rlly knew me, you wouldn't have to ask" girl, i just asked bc you shared it on fb? she cut me off after like you sure do like being assumed gay many times but get mad when asked 🫠

rightt, i love that areas outside are already playing christmas songs 😭

oh i see! that makes sense 😭 id honestly still press both if no signs at all 🙈 so interesting to learn these buttons actually have added functions aside from well... flushing

there's a rally soon in my country which friends had asked me if id join but considering i have asthma and ezcema, im unlikely to withstand the heat and city's air so im honestly hesitant and just.. unable to join but i do wish the best 🥲

my prof said the same thing! loll 😭😭 i never rlly tried to observe when i encounter those toilets w two buttons like a crescent and moon? its like if i see pushable buttons, i guess im pressing everything and hope it just flushes 🥲

this reminds me i had this discussion in my uiux class discussing design and user experience 😭 prof talked about that, majority of us in class just answered we press both at the same time lol i was so shocked the two buttons on toilets had a function on different flushes...

oh wow!!! im in love with her hair ackkk

i love -ber months... remembered christmas is soon when my brother asked me if i wanted puto bumbong