rue 🩸

it shows :3

you like cunning blond twinks huh

same with talking in servers. wait up for me okay? don’t abandon me…

also hii i hope everyone is doing well~ because i’m doing vaguely ok. i’ll post more once i feel like it which is probably not anytime soon.

hallowed be thy ween

who's this? his hairstyle is so cute.

don’t worry dr. yaoi. your secret is safe with me

really? i would have never guessed /s

i thought the exact same thing. and for 16 whole years too.

oh? me too!

it’s scaramouche’s twin brother who is a cat.

SCARAMAOCHE?

consider it bookmarked

canon

:3

based

yeah exactly. stim on them like crazy

do ittt

that’s extremely silly. and a recipe for fighting also.

me too. i just never talk about it because doing that feels too personal. 🤔

and so i hate being awake. and i just get through the day aimlessly without making any progress because i hate being awake due to the constant shame in the background of everything. of course i’m not dying or starving or in a war zone. so i don’t think my life is hard or that i suffer too much.

it’s like this in every single realm of my life and i know it’s my fault so it’s not like i’m playing victim. but also i’m not doing anything about it. like sjdhcbekf i have to wake up every day and get through my pathetic life that i created. and i’m 24/7 ashamed of myself.

you don’t get it. i am literally so embarrassed about how unsuccessful i am. i don’t want to explain my circumstances. that’s how embarrassed i am about it. -_-

i got neuv

YEAH. yeah

(blinks) who’s this aventurine guy anyway

that’s not news.

i shan’t say who for safety reasons. but trust me

i opened bsky to say something else but i don’t remember what it was

hehe ♥️