🔞♀ Ishtar 🧿 ♇

Other fun thing is when i woke up around when eclipse was taking place, these cats outside just started fighting viciously

BREAKING: Today Bernie Sanders is proposing new legislation to raise $4.4 trillion in taxes from America’s billionaires — a move that would virtually cut their massive fortunes in half.

A chunk of the money raised would go toward sending a $3K stimulus check to every person earning under $150K.

as soon as the whole thing w the eclipse was subsiding
I went from
Waking up from being asleep, right before it going exact, & being instantly wide awake like if i had the energy of a thousand suns despite being on v little sleep when it happened
To
Suddenly super tired & passes out for hours
Fun

Its killing me too bc i honestly to god cannot do living with family anymore & its making me on the verge of resorting to more drastic fucking measures to get away

I feel like im never going to move out.

...Half tempted to just.

Push myself into using the older ipad for now & learning how to use it to somehow take very basic sketch comms that would be pwyw

Bc sadly nothing is working w trying to accumulate needed funds.

🗓️ March 3 is Sex Worker Rights Day (that’s today).

We’re highlighting workers and advocates fighting for dignity, safety, and human rights in their communities. Because sex worker rights are human rights, and this work happens 365 days a year. ☂️

☂️ In Nevada, workers at Sheri’s Ranch are fighting to unionize after a new contract was proposed.

Article 23 of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights guarantees the right to just working conditions and to form unions. We applaud the workers and CWA Local 9413 for standing up for their rights.

☂️ In Colorado, advocates with Don’t Strip Our Rights are pushing to decriminalize sex work statewide.

SB26-097 would decriminalize commercial sexual activity between consenting adults.

We’re watching this bill closely and cheering on efforts to protect the rights and safety of all sex workers.

☂️ In NY, lawmakers have introduced bills to increase protections for sex workers:

• Ending sexual contact between law enforcement & people involved in investigations
• Expanding protections around condom & sexual health evidence
• Expunging records tied to “loitering” offenses

These fights in Nevada, Colorado, New York, and beyond show both the progress being made and the work that remains.

Sex worker rights are human rights.

Today, we recognize it. Every other day, we fight for it. ☂️

Today is Sex Worker's Rights Day. Sex worker rights are human rights not just because we're humans just like you, but also any rights taken from us will be taken from you too.

Surveillance, police violence, debanking, censorship, we faced all of those for years before it turned on everyone else.

a meme. Squidward is in his house on the top floor, staring out his window, and watching patrick and spongebob merrily running around having a great joyful time with a blood moon backdrop outside, enjoying the view.

seeing pics of the blood moon, but it was cloudy where you are

& feeling wide awake upon waking as well

Randomly woke up right as the lunar eclipse will soon reach its peak…

Being so used to dealing w shit solo most the time for most your life up until the years come where you can’t do it alone as much anymore makes having to ask for help feel like some kinda humiliation ritual

This colorful view of Mercury was produced by using images from the color base map imaging campaign during MESSENGER's primary mission. These colors are not what Mercury would look like to the human eye, but rather the colors enhance the chemical, mineralogical, and physical differences between the rocks that make up Mercury's surface. Young crater rays, extending radially from fresh impact craters, appear light blue or white. Medium- and dark-blue areas are a geologic unit of Mercury's crust known as the "low-reflectance material", thought to be rich in a dark, opaque mineral. Tan areas are plains formed by eruption of highly fluid lavas. The crater in the upper right whose rays stretch across the planet is Hokusai. To watch a movie of this colorful view of Mercury as a spinning globe go here: www.flickr.com/photos/gsfc/8497927473 Young crater rays, extending radially from fresh impact craters, appear light blue or white. Medium- and dark-blue areas are a geologic unit of Mercury's crust known as the "low-reflectance material", thought to be rich in a dark, opaque mineral. Tan areas are plains formed by eruption of highly fluid lavas. The giant Caloris basin is the large circular tan feature located just to the upper right of center of the image. The MESSENGER spacecraft is the first ever to orbit the planet Mercury, and the spacecraft's seven scientific instruments and radio science investigation are unraveling the history and evolution of the So...

False Color View of Mercury - From Goddard Space Flight Center - https://flic.kr/p/dWWbct

Apathy has been… starting to take shape in my own headspace, slowly
For once in several years

Apathy, & this self withdrawal I’ve been starting to do from groups that I’m for the first time noticing

…Things are a lot worse mentally than I thought.

Another photo

freshly hatched Browt #PokemonWindsWaves

Visitors last night

…also im not sure i would say its questioning sexuality bc im p solid in being demi, moreso the latter part of experiences

…well actually there is a reason but i am still figuring that out in the bg & am extremely particular on if id discuss it anyway

Its been an ongoing dilemma that took root since last year but really started to unravel in full since this January

Sexual orientation & my experiences w attraction being questioned again for literally no reason at all

A lot for me in the past, & shit even in more recent years has happened too where I start going through things a lot & ppl that were supposed to be friends just turn a blind eye to it

Like how ppl fell away w my chronic illness (at the forefront rn bc of a post)
but there’s plenty other examples

Its just… a thing I started reflecting on a lot throughout my own life

amidst noticing that my isolation & apathy is worsening
& realizing this underlying sensation of “you hold no importance in ppl’s lives & it shows when things go south in your life” is loud rn

Bc it is a thing that has happened

There’s a lot of grief hitting over being reminded of how ppl really will just… Avoid or drop out of your life the moment things get bad in your life in a way to where you’re constantly struggling for a long time & ppl just decide they don’t wanna deal with that

This isn’t abt anything specific btw

There’s a very intense emotional low hitting & its over the strong feeling of holding such little significance to anyone

No context provided other than my friends compelled me to make this

likely tbd but

It probably may help as I continue to just figure it out—since for now til I gauge if that would be viable I’m just using it for basic sketchwork lmao

& Yeah I am v much not used to how it feels in my hands physically😔
least it has a screen protector that makes it less bad when I got it a while ago