Rika ☾‧₊˚

i tried reiki on my cat and she farted

and realizing just how much i've hurt people, regardless of right/wrong...

recently i've been experiencing the other side of several situations i've been in previously... it's been very reflective. either having to accept that i was right then and wrong now... or that i'm right now, meaning i wasn't back then... either way, having to shed the victim mentality

zotero is too complicated for me, i google templates and then i hope to god that i put the right thing in the right place

oo thank you for the recs!!

trying to get back into anime after 8 years of just obsessively rewatching your faves feels like being a granpa trying to be hip with the kids

sorry if you don't want replies on this but i'm so happy for you! you've got this<3

a guy happens to be in my snapchat story and my mom immidiately replies with "who is that? 😳" have you ever heard of friends mom. you have literally met my boyfriend

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i'm doing so fucking bad and i don't know why or how to fix it. i feel like i'm on the brink and it's just a matter of when.

i've been clean for so many years that i've stopped counting but fuck. i've been really, really struggling not to hurt myself recently. i've never felt so sick before. but i really can't do it because i can't stomach my bf having to see it. or keeping it from him. or talking to him about it.

tw self harm //

close enough welcome back eva ushiromiya

right? it's so gorgeous!! you can really tell so much thought and care went into it 🎶

agreed! hell frozen rain and when you're gone will forever be on my playlist. shattered memories is so underrated!

name 4 games with a 10/10 soundtrack ! (can you tell i had a wii growing up?)

me and the pacojet against the world 🙏🤍

i also wanna experiment more with sorbet flavours! i wanna make a black currant and plum flavoured sorbet so badly 💭 and a green tea, lime, mint & cucumber one......

best part of my uni program is that we're allowed to use the kitchen at any time. i've started experimenting with ice cream !! made a pumpkin spice vanilla ice cream previously that turned out soooo gooood.... now i wanna make a strawberry cheesecake ice cream with a white chocolate sauce ! 🍓

should i................. dedicate my entire life to this masterpiece once more..............

praying for all who have lost their lives or gotten hurt during the shooting yesterday, for their loved ones, for everyone who feel afraid of what is going on in the world right now. these are dark times, for several reasons, and we need eachother now more than ever.

i'm scared for the world. beyond words. worst mass shooting in swedish history

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n the way he didn't even know if it could be considered sexual harrassment. i hope everyone knows that regardless of gender, it's just as fucked up and i'm so sad that male victims are generally seen as "weak" or "ungrateful" or "not fun". and that some people think this can't happen to men.

he has been thinking about it ever since it happened and wanted to tell me about it, but didn't know how. i'm fuming. these women are 30+ and ganged up on him, making him feel extremely uncomfortable. they were all sort of friends before this too. if the roles were reversed...

my boyfriend opened up to me yesterday about how he was sexually harrassed by two coworkers during their "after work party" this friday. my heart aches for him. they had been groping and staring at his butt, even laying hands on his thigh while i was the conversation topic.