It’s Me, Lilly Bea

I live and die in the headlights

And I’m sorry I got into this drama in the first place. My account on threads is a place of positivity and drama doesn’t fit the bill. I will no longer be talking about this, nor will I get into anymore drama. I have said everything I need to say.

I never said you shouldn’t take time off social media for your mental health. It’s so annoying that everyone is twisting my words into that. I literally was worried they blocked me so I made a joke and moved on, and now people are calling me disgusting. I’m sick of social media

stressing me out so much, I woke up retching from my anxiety. I’m not a bad person but so many people are saying I am bc I subthreaded somebody who claimed I was gossiping about them and now they have all their people coming after me telling me I should understand mental health crises better :(((

years. I have anxiety and depression and ptsd and ocd and I used to self harm so much that I have fucking nerve damage, I’ve overdosed and had seizures and have been hospitalized. I can barely use my left arm. I’m not as ignorant and disgusting as they are saying :( this whole situation has been

The lights flicker, I flicker back

My favorite picture of me I’ve ever had taken. I’m forcing everyone to see it now :)

I’ve been having terrible dreams all night :(

My teeth have been chipping, my nails have been breaking, and I’m developing thick curly grey hairs :< apparently I’m malnourished :(

I say go for it! I’ll be one viewer at least 🥺

I intend on becoming a streamer in the future, so maybe we’ll get to indulge in videogames together ☺️

Same! I love Zelda and Resident Evil. I grew up with an older brother so I never minded watching people play 🥺 it always feels like I’m playing too!

I love videogames 🥺 I unfortunately don’t play a lot of the games that are trending tho. Never played Fortnite or anything like that 😭

I don’t mind having older friends ☺️ and you’re not THAT much older than me.

Like I know it’s not a big deal but it genuinely is a slap in the face especially bc I thought I had good connections with the people who do these lists. It just feels like I’m looking at the cool kids table and I’m not allowed to join. It’s sucks bc they all interact with me a lot.

That’s so pretty

Meow meow meow mreeeow meow mew mew mowww :)

Meow meow ☺️👋

Need some trans girl friends. Feel free to message me ☺️

I don’t need money from a man but I want money from a man

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I’m sand

Trigger Warning
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Love when people ask me why I have scars all over my arms and legs. Like I know they know why, but I always just want to tell them I was attacked by cats.

I feel like it’s hard to say “horror”

May is always shit for me