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sorry I haven't been on here in foreverrr but I have some updates, I graduated (three times), in a couple weeks I'll be going to residential, and yeah I will still have my phone for some hours of the day which is nice

"heavy snow" my ass IM IN GHE RED I WANT TO BE IN THE BLUE GHE BLUE IS SNOW THE RED IS ICE
If I was in the blue the whole storm I could be getting up to a foot of snow but no I have to be in the middle and on the red side😒

Color My Tree! Decorate Your Tree with Love: The Original Christmas Message Service Add a heartfelt ornament to your friend's tree, and we'll deliver your message on Christmas Day!

decorate my tree :D (idk if the letters will be public or not but don't say anything sh or ed related just in case I look at it with my sister or something)
colormytree.me/2024/01JEV81...

make it to 18 so it's also an achievement for me yet my presents don't have much thought into them it feels like

like I don't want to feel this way and I feel bad for feeling this way and I don't want to make my mom feel bad but I just feel like this year not much thought was put into my presents. Especially for my 18th birthday, I would think i would get pretty good presents. Like I didn't even think I would

I'm kind of dissapointed with my gifts :/ I feel like a bad person but it genuinely feels like there wasn't much thought put into them. 3 of them were things I already had that I recently got that she used as "presents". The only two "actual" presents were from shein. I got nothing from my wishlist

I'm 18 nowww I didn't think I would make it to 18 but I did it? Idk I'm kind of dissapointed I don't want to be an adult

I might leave shsky and shtwt idk I never interact with anyone anymore it used to be fun and I used to have lots of friends but now not really

I have school Thanksgiving today yippee we get Cracker Barrel I've never had it before

Does anyone have any tips or wanting to help me reach out to my cousin who is struggling with her mental health? We're not close, have a 4 year age gap, and rarely see each other much anymore. I want to reach out so badly because she's struggling but Idk how to

I'm so tired todayyyy

once I'm in college living by myself it's gonna be amazing 1 I can sh more and 2 I can more easily limit my intake because here its so hard omg

this whole starving thing isn’t working out for me i need to just cut the fat out of my body

Moon :D and Jupiter!!

I've been in a calorie deficit for a while and I haven't lost anything. I'm trying to be patient and do this healthily but it's not workingggg maybe I need to drink more water

I really hope I get into umsl idk what I'm gonna do if I don't lmao

I made a friend here finally!!! :D I'm so happy she came up to me to say hi and ask to be friends so we've been talking on Snapchat and she's so nice

yeah that's what some people said too lol

I think people really like this house huh (it's my dream home)

Ew no

More old pics

Old pic but here

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I tried to get some scissors to sh with but they were kids safety scissors and my mom came upstairs so I couldn't

I have been having so many sh urges yesterday and today but I can't do anything like I can but I prefer my bl4des but I can't get to my room without my parents so I can't do anything I actually can't do this I didnt think it would be this hard having it taken away from me like this

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Lmaoo yes

yeah😭

I mean ig if it works that's good but for me that will not work😭 fr it was so awkwardd lmao

My mom brought up masturbating instead of self harm 😭 wtf is that stored to do?? I'm sad wow okay let's masturbate to cope?