Hikashry

Sorry for another vent post, but i feel, that i finally need to spit out how i feel recently. Supportive replies are welcome
I wish anyway everyone a great sunday and the weekend! 🦕💙
(5/5)

I really need to do something with myself and with the self-care as soon as possible or these both things will break me mentally. So far i did a lot, to feel better, but i still need to work on it (4/5)

If we talking about my fears - i am sometimes frightened, that there will be one day, when someone will find out a lot of mud (negative stuff) about me and spread it everywhere, which can cause everyone to hate me, and in result lose all, what i am working on so far... (3/5)

About negative thoughts - at first months, everything seems to be fine. However later this year to my mind came a wonders, if i am a still good person or someone, who just playing with other feelings and is terrible (i don't want to be someone like this honestly) (2/5)

To be honest, so far 2025 is worse than 2024 for me. Even if i experienced a lot of good things and get a chance to play some new games what i enjoying... well... This year brought to me a lot of negative thoughts, fears and probably loses about some relations with others (friends for example) (1/5)

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I know that feeling, really
For me this situation happening sometimes too :'D
And when it happen, i wondering how i did that tho

Okay, this plushie definetly lands on my wishlist of stuff what i want to get in the future
I love Adi from Amber Isle - this orange dinosaur is such a bean 😭🧡
From other plushies on the wishlist are for sure Seikret and Lagiacrus (from Monster Hunter Wilds)

26 years old there, 27 this year
Adult dino i am 🦕

A good hug for good dino lad! 🫂

Since i have now an Utahraptor as sona, i have a feeling that my love and interest to birds increased 🦕
Maybe that's due to fact, that raptors are at somepoint an cousins to birds
This all also means that i like seeing more feathery creatures than before - the real and OC/sona ones 🐦

I know that i am saying a little bit this same what in post from some time ago related to this title, but it is just hard for me to describe how much i adore that game haha

So, i can already say, that Monster Hunter Wilds just got me - i love this game. For sure this title will be the next one, which reach 1000 hours or more (at the moment is 400)
I also adore the Flamefete Grand Hub Festival and what it has to offer too!
Do i mention anyway that i love Lagiacrus? 👀💙

I needed to post that vent, because i can't hold it back inside me anymore - these thoughts getting everyday stronger and causing more havoc in my head. I trying my best to care about others, however i forgetting about myself
If i won't react now - i have no idea who i will be in future... (3/3)

I need to react fast and start to focus on self care and not only about the others, even if this at somehow sounds a little bit selfish. Sometimes i feel that these fears and panic can overwhelm me sooner or later
I need to be strong and don't give up that easily, or this all will have bad end (2/3)

Recently from time to time to my mind is coming a lot of negative thoughts and fears, that sooner or later something very bad may happen. These thoughts causing my mental health to be at not good state and i really need to start thinking of ways to fix it before is too late (1/3)

Looking at the actual weather making me quite confused - most of the June and July were and is rainy. Sunny days with high temperatures seems to appear more rarely
We have summer right? But i feel that it looks not like that - more a different season 😵‍💫
I wondering now how August will look...

Will try my luck about the raffle once again. I adore your artstyle and how detailed it is!
So i leave here my blue bubu Hikaze, an Utahraptor 🦕💙

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Thanks! And for sure i earned it. Rest is something what i need for now before i will do a practical exam

Theoretical Exam for driver license i finished on positive result - 73 points of 74 possible to get 💙🦕
The work what i spent for it was exhausting - mostly for my mind...
Now only practical exam left and i will get driver license, but for now i need a break

Yea, these ones are for sure neat. I really want to use my thrid party X360 one controller for like, because it is in a good state - but my OS says no to that sadly and need to get alternative :/

After few good years with Logitech F710 (thrid party wireless PC/X360 controller) - i decided to buy an official controller from Microsoft
Why this choice? Well... It seems like Windows 11 don't like controllers, which using a X360 driver (after pluggin in it causing a longer shutdown/reboot of OS)

Good luck on all the exams and stuff my good dino fellow! You can do it! 🦕

Rivals of Aether II player here too. It has been a while since i played this title tho (last time it was at start of April)

Clipper, a sky blue artisan dragon with square glasses, a white filmstrip underbelly, and a film reel at his tail, is happily holding a stick from a tree. The stick is on fire. ~ALT text provided by Clipper himself! Thank you! :D

Hikaze, little sapphire utharaptor with little brown hat, brown vest, cream shirt and brown back pack. Finishing his quest for a magic stick as he reaches out to grab it!

Cyrus, a powerful white dragon with blue, white and yellow fur and feathers, currently using his is partly humanoid form with wings, horns, dragon tail and draconic paws still present. Blue robe draped over his form, with darker blue fabric tied to his waist. He wants to shows you … a stick. A magic stick.

Byte, blue shark inspired draconic malware creature, with dark patterns going over his back, paws, tail tip and outer parts of his wing, with white patterns on his snout, underbelly and outer wings all separated from darker blue by a light blue stripe. He carries an oversized branch of a tree or maybe even a small tree, that at re native in his digital like world. Why he carries that tree and what for? Who knows.

And last batch of sillies!

For @clipper.craves.pizza For @hikashry.bsky.social For @kingk70.bsky.social and for @xenix.bsky.social

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Just a motivation note what came to my mind today and wanted to share
Sometimes my head is like that and want to give positive energy to everyone to make them feel better 💙
(Even me this one will help if i will feel bad)

Sometimes we wondering about steps what we doing in our lives. Some choices are good, some are not. We doing mistakes from time to time, but these makes us learn how to avoid them in future
Don't give up that easily after a fail what you did. It can cause to demotivate, but be strong and keep going!

Also small bonus - a silly doodle of my Utahraptor Hikaze as Seikret made by Krysow (LastKrystalDragon)
Funfact - i named my Seikret in Monster Hunter Wilds Hikaze as well and gave him similiar colors to my dinosona 🦕💙