B.Stargirl⭐️✨

Update: I can see my floor clearly now

I’m cleaning my room for you guys😩 so I can film more tiktoks n stuff
Be grateful 😠

I’m bout to make myself so happy—!!
Tweenage me tried to watch Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch YEARSSSS ago but in the era of “fan subs in 64 parts on youtube with some parts on dailymotion that would be taken doen by the time you got there” so I couldn’t finish it but NOW I CAN!!!!

I keep adjusting and readjusting how I want to approach Hers.E, B.Stargirl and just me offline. I think I’m starting to get it. A couple more tweaks to go though.

Ngl I’m still figuring out how I want to be seen online cause the internet is so intimidating to me. Its so much more vast and visible that my everyday in-person life and it’s lowkey terrifying but also I just wanna be a silly lil gal and make people smile

My next goal is to figure out how to edit and mix audio WELL
Ugh, that would elevate so much

For once in my life I’m actually steadily hopeful to build the life I dreamed of albeit very slowly

I blame the ADHD but I still have faith I’ll figure out how to get things done with this brain of mine, I’ve see enough artists and creators find their way with my same neurotype so I know it’s possible to find my way I will become a consistent and reliable idol

I was sooo close and just to stumbled on the fact I don’t immediately know how to convert a video to mp4 in this particular case. I’m going to sleep and going to sleep HARD

a cartoon character , spongebob squarepants , is laughing while standing under a purple object . ALT: a cartoon character , spongebob squarepants , is laughing while standing under a purple object .

I stayed up all night editing my visuals for a showcase just to miss the deadline

Martha wears a silver holographic jumpsuit with matching alien antennae. They hold a small green alien figurine next to them as they look into the camera.

Martha and Ronan pose for the camera in their alien garb, Martha with silver antennae & Ronan with silver alien glasses. Martha puts up a peace sign while Ronan holds up a green penlight.

Paida’s flower stand.

@paida.space’s live last night was SO much fun! 🛸

Seeing more kaigai idols putting on their own events proves how much we’ve grown!

I’m so proud of you, my friend! 💜💚

I be cheesing so hard next to my faves, man 😭 💕

My selfie collection grows
(Left Mico, Right Gon of Vanner)

Not search being Halloween Baddiesss 🙈

Ngl
Pretty satisfied with my latest short
And for a rushed job at that

I have a deadline on the 7th to record a cover and I know dang well this is like a 3-day project and I still haven’t started

I would’ve lost mine by August 😭 might just mean the inspiration will be next level when it does come though!

お昼休み。
今日はとても良い天気ꕤ︎︎·͜·

Pfp change cause I miss him☹️ (Gon of Vanner)

But… but my baby ☹️

Nobody warned me I was gonna run into Felix at Gong Cha, I would’ve dressed up

HIS VOICE WAS IN THE KIOSK TOO BRUH

Once again changing a setlist last second. I will never learn, and I blame the ADHD

Illustration of a pink pastel cloud goddess leisurely ordering food on her phone in her room. The room is modern but lightly rococo themed, with fast food oil paintings on the wall, a drink fridge and food stickers. There is a coffee cup, flowers and a vinyl record player on the table. It's night-ish with a full moon. Drawn by gdbeeart Sept 2025

Was instinctively driven to draw a goddess ordering pizza and wings on doordash. It needed to exist

YouTube video by Hers.E In all seriousness though, it’s a wonderful time for me to prepare to be a leader🥹💝 #kaigaiidol

Attached this to the wrong post at first???? #kaigaiidol
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OMG WE ARE SO CLOSE TO A PAIDA SOLD OUT SHOW???? LETS GOOOOOO🔥🔥

Uploaded the funniest short on Hers.E YouTube but I’m trying to wait till later in the day to upload it everywhere else but the first several views are definitely me

I was so busy preparing for negative comments that I forgot about to prepare for positive ones! If I get another hype comment on Tiktok I’m gonna glitch out🫨

Nah nah reading it right still raises questions 🧐

ASHNIKKO TOUR LETS GOOOOOOO

Currently wearing them now and feeling sentimental. I’m still a VVS(Vanner stan) at heart and I’m happy to have a way to symbolically bring them with me on my journey 🥲