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id do jst about anything for u to return rn.......i cant help but yearn openly 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

this Sucks

i cant sleep again . . .

i sleep forvr tmr

jm cancelling on him i hate him

Based ok

jm being so dramatic para wont kill himslf para wont kill himselfpara wont kill himselfflflfffff

j miss u i cant stop cryigngnggg

i shoudlvw just killed msyelf last night What do i Do

ohhhgod

it makes me feel dirty like a cheater

he keeps flirting with me and talking about me being cute i dont like it

my friend is picking me up tomorrow so we can go to the mall together but im not sure if i wanna go anymore

im just making things more complicated

:( why couldnt things have been perfect like u said
every time i think of u i feel guilt and shame

im starting to have conflicting feelings too . . .

everytime i see L on screen criws cries cries

EVERYTHING MAKES ME THINK OF HIM (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)

j got ny Invisalign installed todaya my teeth r so tender and sore and theybhurt

helepejpep helellllppp myteef

usually its "at least i have skinniness" but theres no 'at least' anymore. im skinny, so what

i have nothing to be excited for

j woke up at 95lbs today but 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

i jst wna Sleep

i cant stop crying i feel like an idiot i miss u so bad

sorry

i miss u i dont deserve u

i feel so guilty

its keeping me up nevermind

ill try again tomorrow
im going to sleep