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Her heart was pounding out of her chest, she was hyperventilating as she clutched her own head.

This headache was killing her, and she couldn’t think straight. It felt like she was burning up.

Nothing was going right.

“ And it’s so… so painfully obvious. That if I died RIGHT HERE. RIGHT NOW.

Not a single person would care. Don’t spew that dumb bullshit towards me! I’m not an idiot! “

“ If I… hahaha… Ha…hahaha…! If I called it quits today on life. Then all this… this pain would just go away. “

“ What a load of bullshit! You have to be kidding me with that nonsense! “

She looked like somebody who couldn’t really take it anymore.

“ I’m… Not stupid. I know what people think, I know how they feel. Actions speak louder than words Y’know! “

Laughter that sounds hoarse, her voice already broken.

“ Yeah that’s… that’s sweet isn’t it. The light at the end of the tunnel for someone… As if. Y-Y’know… hahaha… that’s just…

That’s just stupid! That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard! “

There’s surprise that paints her expression for a simple moment, that anybody had happened to Overhear her in the first place.

Weakness. She was even more of an idiot than she thought if it was that easy to just… hear her like this.

“ …ah…. Aha… haha… “

Words that would normally help others under different circumstances. Making them feel the exact way they want to…

It doesn’t appear Tsumugi feels all that comforted by it. The look in her eyes makes her seem almost delirious.

Like she’s just out of it right now, at her breaking point.

“ Sometimes I think that… haha… If I killed myself, Y’know. If I just up and disappeared one day.

I fear that nobody would really notice. That nobody would bat an eye. Just a… it’s just a thought I have sometimes. Maybe all the time really.

That I… Could just go away. “

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[ Both Alpha and Tsumugi ]

hey guys its me Tsumugi Shirogane - did that guy just turn into sand?

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" Hell Yeah. It's got a budget if 5.9 Trillion dollars. "

" I bought the rights to little big planet and we're making a new one just for you. "

Is it… Despair?

It couldn’t be, could it?

Tsumugi hadn’t done anything to incite this, and she hadn’t figured anybody else would evoke these feelings within Sonia.

And yet here they are, she looks absolutely miserable. And with an explanation like that… it could only be one thing…

But knowing who she is, knowing her past and her history, there is an idea that pops into her head.

She says her kingdom needs her, and that she’s losing control…

She thinks something bad is going to happen, she thinks something horrible might happen. To her, to her people, to her kingdom.

Losing control?

What did she mean by losing control?

Unfortunately Tsumugi has never seen her act like this, not in any of the time that they’ve come to know each other. She doesn’t have a frame of reference… and she doesn’t know what she means.

“ Sonia! Sonia… deep breaths, stare into my eyes and don’t focus on anything else okay? “

“ Don’t think about anything else. Just think about me, think about here, think about now. “

“ Deep breaths in and out… slow and steady… Just listen to my voice, nothing else. “

“ Kind feel like… Killing myself tonight. But uh, haha, yeah, that won’t mean anything… “

“ Haha. “

“ Okie-Dokie Artichokie. “

“ I’d be more than happy to go just about anywhere with you… “

“ You are so. So fucking right Queen. “

“ Yes Ma’am “

I'm not even going to lie to anybody. I guess Sonia is just in her Remnant phase now, and oh my god she's so cool and attractive you guys.

“Ah~ it does feel good to have returned my subjects. Tell me~ are you ready to feel…

Despair~