Eloise

I need this week to end.

I’m really sad that I’m going to be working during the Hot Mulligan concert this week…

I keep playing things over in my head and it should've been really obvious that the one friend was kinda transphobic from the beginning.

I have a big family and I'm really thankful for my mom and my cousin that cared. I just wish my whole family cared about this.

How do I know my family doesn't support me as a trans woman? The way only my mom and my 1 cousin reacted to my trans day of Rememberence photoshoot post compared to another family member getting home from their mission and their post blowing up from my family.

Who needs drugs when movies like The Last Unicorn exist?? This is a trip.

Meow

What is it with us trans women always meowing at each other??

DS9 Dream last night:

Their was a ball thrown on the station by the Grand Nagus. Quark came out as trans fem at the party. Odo didn’t believe Quark and thought it was some plot to distract him so Quark and the Nagus could pull a scam

Wicked is such a good lesbian film.

My brain will never know peace.

I've convinced myself that everyone is sick of me.

My work schedule next week is insane.

Also, sometimes I just don't realize people are treating me like shit until someone points it out. And then I'm just like did I deserve it??? Absolutely not.

Also im so grateful for all of the friends I have and my therapist that would point out that I'm not the problem. Even if it was kinda hard to believe.

Do you ever just look at the shit "friends" would say to you and go "Holy shit that was kinda fucked up."

I have a friend that thinks Stephen King is a bad writer. While I do agree we should be talking about more books from other horror authors it's still kinda wild to me.

I love animal crossing

I hate reaching out for help.

Is there such a thing as Letterboxd for albums? Because all I wanna do lately is find some banger albums and share them with some of my homies.

Am I aloud to crash out today...?

I watched Sinners and Weapons this week. Its been a great week.

They also loved Weapons! Good taste

I made some friends watch Sinners. Obviously they loved it because they have taste.

Cis people are weird.

Do you ever see a recurring extra in a show and think I wonder what these people are like now.

Someone just asked me to model for them. WHAT???!!!

Sinners is still so good.

Star Trek is so girly pop. Literally almost every trans girl I know is obsessed. I love it lolll

I dont want to take my makeup off