🌸enanan🌸

like yeah i really wanted to join the party but it's simply impossible

like i like the aesthetic so bad but i can't vibe at fucking all with it im so mad idk how to break that to him ugh

promised a friend I'd give mcπ another change but omg they suck so bad... like idk i just don't get the nice scratch in my brain like i do with.. well any other emo-core band

if at least the cheapest crystal pack wasn't $50 in my currency fml fr

yeah i.... don't really know what I'll do now omg i hate this game

you're miserable while i'm out here living my best life??? damnnn soooo sad to hear it 🎆🎆😜💥💥😄😁

people i hate telling me their lifes suck... while mine's thriving... used to pray for times like thisssssss

oh yeah sure my friends from 2023 that said clearly they don't care for whatever i had to say suddenly came pinging me saying they were thinking of me bruh die a thousand deaths

other doodle from yesterday Morning

i wish i could dress girly, but girly clothes are expensive so i go out looking like adam sandler

btw will try to go out while having 0 cute clothes to match, this will be painful...

bought white eyeliner today, i have no excuse to try up a real gyaru makeup now

insane unfun trivia about my oc and i neeeeeed to find a way to say that without potentially getting flagged or idk targeted... i mean ive seen like cws for even csa content on oc pages but idk bro like idk??$??## ik people on that site are crazy batshit insaaaane

would one get in trouble for saying the ugly r word that means noncon on toyhouse or are they chill w that?

i need niigo album to release like yesterday i want to listen to failure girl!!!!!

also i did my part as the weird friend (he's also weird so it's a good match) and showed him zzz women characters (he's straight) and let's just say he loved it

also he loved burnice and also called me a furry for manato and lycaon lol

we went to a bar, had amazing food and talked about sex, immense L on my part when he commented "wow it's already the second time i see shadow on your twitter like this. today" and it was sh nsfw shadonic 🥀

i take it back holy shit we had so much fun today and without our other friend bc they're with their boyfriend in the capital

listening to bake no hana kaimiku cover on repeat lately

i love kaimiku i think every Miku ever created belongs by the side of every Kaito they're literally made for each other ughhh

but honestly this is literally them my monkey sees action brain went haywire

i have an insane rarepair in hsr and it sucks because i almost mentioned it yesterday to my friend who's an anti 😭😭😭😭

He needs it 🥀

#LCB11 #LimbusCompany

they had to substitute the male lead last week and although it wasn't bad it was just a well harsh contrary direction to the funny adlibs the og was going for, the girl went really heavy on textbook misogynistic while the other was just a cartoony guy

and honestly if he doesn't come it's going to suck so bad because he's the only one in the room fit enough to play the judge 😭 and also i doubt anyone'd be able to pull off a crazy guy stealing from kids like him so it'll suck big time

like last week he only came because he promised to take me to eat out for my birthday and even said after she had warned she wouldn't go he almost didn't come (and he would just meet with me afterwards)

and it sucks because she just warned she'll still be out of town this week and I'm totes 70% he won't come to the course this week lmao we're doing a play and the kids there are being insufferable and he's hating the part he's playing

a irl confessed liking the other member of our trio and although that doesn't change anything for me that does give me a feeling that he might not really be enjoying when we go out by ourselves

normally i give ocs birthdays based on vibes or the day i created them but man this bat is the closest thing of a persona I'll ever create, they're me and I'm them like fr fr !!

anywayssss my (and Kurara's) birthday today!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳