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Rene Hanley

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Poet, activist, academic (They/them). Joined out of spite. Help my friend/fellow poet, Ahmed Sarsour (๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ธ๐Ÿ‡ฉ), rebuild his life beyond genocide: https://gofund.me/99ca6c8d

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Artwork I made for Palestinian poet Ahmed Sarsour. You can support Ahmed by buying digital downloads of his illustrated poems on Etsy: linktr.ee/ahmedsarsour

01.02.2025 21:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My french ancestors are punching the air right now

27.01.2025 21:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Faith by Rene Hanley

I have prayed to angels
I have prayed to saints
I have lit candles in the hope of salvation
For a world that refuses to heal
And yet here you stand, 
your only weapon being your words
and a heart that refuses to kneel

I want to ask you
Where do you bury your fear?
How do you find strength
To remain compassionate and restrained
Amidst the hate and fury thrust upon your people?

But the look in your eyes, dark, infinite, 
And as determined as the threat of occupation
Tells me all that I need to know
I watch your silhouette break and rebuild under the pressure
And wonder how the world remains unaware
Of what beauty it has failed to destroy

Faith by Rene Hanley I have prayed to angels I have prayed to saints I have lit candles in the hope of salvation For a world that refuses to heal And yet here you stand, your only weapon being your words and a heart that refuses to kneel I want to ask you Where do you bury your fear? How do you find strength To remain compassionate and restrained Amidst the hate and fury thrust upon your people? But the look in your eyes, dark, infinite, And as determined as the threat of occupation Tells me all that I need to know I watch your silhouette break and rebuild under the pressure And wonder how the world remains unaware Of what beauty it has failed to destroy

Your hands are open, 
Your voice steady and soft,
Calling upon a God I have previously abandoned

Challenging my false presumptions,
My hands are clean but trembling
My heart is heavy with the guilt
Of distant and ignorant safety

Your faith cannot be found in colonial cathedrals,
My preachers have been poisoned by greed
Your faith is true
An unyielding a lifeline 
braided in agony and discipline 
Even as the world crumbles around you,
You pray not only for mercy
But for justice,
For something I cannot name
But feel in the air when we speak

Your hands are open, Your voice steady and soft, Calling upon a God I have previously abandoned Challenging my false presumptions, My hands are clean but trembling My heart is heavy with the guilt Of distant and ignorant safety Your faith cannot be found in colonial cathedrals, My preachers have been poisoned by greed Your faith is true An unyielding a lifeline braided in agony and discipline Even as the world crumbles around you, You pray not only for mercy But for justice, For something I cannot name But feel in the air when we speak

The monolithic strength carved into your spine
Beckons me to question your motives
How can you still believe when death consumes your waking life
And depravity lingers in your sleep?
How can you find such bittersweet understanding
In a place where flesh and soil are so often one of the same?

I understand now that salvation
Is not given freely
But resides in a person
Who embodies this fateful truth

That pain and faith are two sides of the same coin
And there is no room for fear in between
There is only acceptance of the here and now
There is only room for peace

The monolithic strength carved into your spine Beckons me to question your motives How can you still believe when death consumes your waking life And depravity lingers in your sleep? How can you find such bittersweet understanding In a place where flesh and soil are so often one of the same? I understand now that salvation Is not given freely But resides in a person Who embodies this fateful truth That pain and faith are two sides of the same coin And there is no room for fear in between There is only acceptance of the here and now There is only room for peace

Faith by Rene Hanley
#poem #poetry #religion #existantialcrisis #freepalestine

27.01.2025 08:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Love

23.01.2025 07:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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(2/2)

23.01.2025 07:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Poem: Staying Silent by Ahmed Sarsour in Gaza (1/2) #freepalestine #poetry

23.01.2025 07:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Poem: Alhamdulillah by Rene Hanley

The ceasefire whispers 
In mixed air and smoke
Thin and fragile
Yet stitched in threads of golden hope,
Torn skies meet and meld 
In fragile optimism

Your face now rests
Glowing with a softened light
The shadows still hang
But something stirs beneath them,
A quiet renewal,
And a tender rebellion against despair

Deir al Balah,
Your childhood home
It's name is carved into the earth
Withstanding
A heart split in two
One half beaten but alive,
The other still cradling ash

Poem: Alhamdulillah by Rene Hanley The ceasefire whispers In mixed air and smoke Thin and fragile Yet stitched in threads of golden hope, Torn skies meet and meld In fragile optimism Your face now rests Glowing with a softened light The shadows still hang But something stirs beneath them, A quiet renewal, And a tender rebellion against despair Deir al Balah, Your childhood home It's name is carved into the earth Withstanding A heart split in two One half beaten but alive, The other still cradling ash

By the mercy of God, you breathe
And I, here in my stillness,
Offer my gratitude in the moments between
With words that spill from quiet lips
Like water in a desert,

Alhamdulillah
For the martyrs,
For the ones who bled resistance into the soil,
For the defiant,
For the stubborn,
For you,

Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah

By the mercy of God, you breathe And I, here in my stillness, Offer my gratitude in the moments between With words that spill from quiet lips Like water in a desert, Alhamdulillah For the martyrs, For the ones who bled resistance into the soil, For the defiant, For the stubborn, For you, Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah
Poem by Rene Hanley
#gaza #poetry #poem #freepalestine

23.01.2025 06:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I MEAN I GUESS

23.01.2025 00:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I want to post poems here but the character limit is ๐Ÿ˜ž

22.01.2025 21:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So uh... Fascism, hey?

22.01.2025 04:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'll give you your pity like

16.12.2024 19:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ‘๏ธ๐Ÿ‘„๐Ÿ‘๏ธ

08.12.2024 05:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This was so fun ๐Ÿฅน๐Ÿฅฐ

08.12.2024 00:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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07.12.2024 23:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 24    ๐Ÿ” 10    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

You're practically in one already ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿง‡

07.12.2024 05:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

EXTREMELY Orwellian tbh and I'm surprised people haven't noticed that earlier

07.12.2024 01:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

Iโ€™m gonna get my degree.

01.12.2024 16:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8613    ๐Ÿ” 529    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 63    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

Istg you make less sense here

28.11.2024 05:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Sometimes being pop culturally illiterate has its perks

27.11.2024 07:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Jesus, the mood shift

27.11.2024 07:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

What does this mean

27.11.2024 07:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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In order for me
to write poetry
that isn't political
I must listen to the birds
And in order to hear the
birds
The Warplanes Must Be Silent
Marwan Makhoul
#Gaza

18.11.2024 17:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Palestinian poets are a whole other beast entirely. My friend has been writing his way through the genocide while stuck in Gaza, and the poetry he shares with me breaks my heart every single time. They all deserve so much better, we can't stop fighting for them so they can keep sharing their art!

26.11.2024 00:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Rest in power ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ’” killing journalists is a WAR CRIME. I don't understand how the world stays silent when almost 200 are martyred

26.11.2024 00:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Don't leave us behind by Ahmed Sarsour.

I took an eraser and erased myself today.
I liked the idea of me vanishing into thin air, away from all of the suffering we have endured!

As I'm being carried away by the wind along with the leaves of olive trees, I couldn't help but think of my people!

As I travelled from the river to the sea, watching over the children who cry for their parts to fit back! The backpacks are filled with red roses drawing a path for me to follow!

The ashes and smoke who traveled side by side with me to warn the people to run away.

How the little pieces of metal flew right into me reaching them before I did!

I shook my mind out of it frightened of the thought of them reaching the home I left behind.

I found myself rushing with the southern wind to get away as fast as I could!
I felt helpless, I wanted to leave all of this fear and injustice behind me.
On the edge of city borders I got stopped by a wall made out of shouts and screams.

Don't leave us behind by Ahmed Sarsour. I took an eraser and erased myself today. I liked the idea of me vanishing into thin air, away from all of the suffering we have endured! As I'm being carried away by the wind along with the leaves of olive trees, I couldn't help but think of my people! As I travelled from the river to the sea, watching over the children who cry for their parts to fit back! The backpacks are filled with red roses drawing a path for me to follow! The ashes and smoke who traveled side by side with me to warn the people to run away. How the little pieces of metal flew right into me reaching them before I did! I shook my mind out of it frightened of the thought of them reaching the home I left behind. I found myself rushing with the southern wind to get away as fast as I could! I felt helpless, I wanted to leave all of this fear and injustice behind me. On the edge of city borders I got stopped by a wall made out of shouts and screams.

The screaming voices echoing inside of my soul advising me to go back!
I hear them saying: "This destination is out of your reach, You don't have enough on you to pass."

Like the 35 thousand souls who are standing by my side aren't enough!
They asked for the 10 thousand coins I gave along the way to the people who needed them more than I!

It's funny that a year ago I was on the other side of that wall, fleeing a similar fate!

As the northern wind was blowing, I was advised to retreat!
Catching my ride before I got stuck for eternity in this limbo between hell and paradise!

The northern wind was ready to flee, she shook my hand asking me to join her! I put my hands into hers, 
flying and soaring above all of the land that once was ours!

As I got carried away by her I stumbled upon the rubbles of my sister's house, I looked all over their things which were buried deep down in the ground.

I found a rose that had grown from the rubbles, reddish, tall with her face facing the sun wishing for me a happy return.
As I waved goodbye seeking refuge in the middle area of what I have always known as home.

The screaming voices echoing inside of my soul advising me to go back! I hear them saying: "This destination is out of your reach, You don't have enough on you to pass." Like the 35 thousand souls who are standing by my side aren't enough! They asked for the 10 thousand coins I gave along the way to the people who needed them more than I! It's funny that a year ago I was on the other side of that wall, fleeing a similar fate! As the northern wind was blowing, I was advised to retreat! Catching my ride before I got stuck for eternity in this limbo between hell and paradise! The northern wind was ready to flee, she shook my hand asking me to join her! I put my hands into hers, flying and soaring above all of the land that once was ours! As I got carried away by her I stumbled upon the rubbles of my sister's house, I looked all over their things which were buried deep down in the ground. I found a rose that had grown from the rubbles, reddish, tall with her face facing the sun wishing for me a happy return. As I waved goodbye seeking refuge in the middle area of what I have always known as home.

In between palm trees and olive trees, passing by their leaves with the breeze,

I found my way to one of the windows I climbed ages ago. I remember how my mother was racing every time to catch me before I fell.

Now, I see her face filled with tears, her breath is racing, sitting next to the empty bed, holding the pillow of my dreams.

Her prayers of mercy upon my soul, wondering if I'm ever finding my way back!
I can hear her blaming herself for letting me go!
How do I undo this?! she asks!
How can I rewrite this story so I can have all of my children around me?!

What paths led us to escape one awful destiny to fall into a darker one?!
Which sacrifice should I make?!
How can I fix this?!

As she inhales loss in between cries, I was sucked by the air leading me to her lungs into the blood to her heart.
As my feet step into it, I can feel the warmth of her breath, the familiar smell of home. I always wondered where it came from!

In between palm trees and olive trees, passing by their leaves with the breeze, I found my way to one of the windows I climbed ages ago. I remember how my mother was racing every time to catch me before I fell. Now, I see her face filled with tears, her breath is racing, sitting next to the empty bed, holding the pillow of my dreams. Her prayers of mercy upon my soul, wondering if I'm ever finding my way back! I can hear her blaming herself for letting me go! How do I undo this?! she asks! How can I rewrite this story so I can have all of my children around me?! What paths led us to escape one awful destiny to fall into a darker one?! Which sacrifice should I make?! How can I fix this?! As she inhales loss in between cries, I was sucked by the air leading me to her lungs into the blood to her heart. As my feet step into it, I can feel the warmth of her breath, the familiar smell of home. I always wondered where it came from!

I can feel her batting on her chest as if she can feel me close to her.

As I embrace the rhythm of her heartbeat, I fight to open my eyes. Hearing the sound of my beating heart alarming me of my anxiety attack.

As that story came to an end, I woke up to the sounds of demons creating new nightmares for us to endure.

The sky was raining hell fire on those who were seeking refuge in what is a so-called safe zone!

The smell of burning flesh, the screams of tortured souls. rising with the smoke to the sky banging on the heaven doors to take them before they suffocate of the injustice of this world!

Among the shouts, the cries and the rubbles, there was I and those who were left on the ground wishing for these nightmares to end!

So I'm asking you, are you going to take a stand?
Because, if you were thinking of erasing yourself today, would you take us with you? 
Please, you can't leave us behind!


END

I can feel her batting on her chest as if she can feel me close to her. As I embrace the rhythm of her heartbeat, I fight to open my eyes. Hearing the sound of my beating heart alarming me of my anxiety attack. As that story came to an end, I woke up to the sounds of demons creating new nightmares for us to endure. The sky was raining hell fire on those who were seeking refuge in what is a so-called safe zone! The smell of burning flesh, the screams of tortured souls. rising with the smoke to the sky banging on the heaven doors to take them before they suffocate of the injustice of this world! Among the shouts, the cries and the rubbles, there was I and those who were left on the ground wishing for these nightmares to end! So I'm asking you, are you going to take a stand? Because, if you were thinking of erasing yourself today, would you take us with you? Please, you can't leave us behind! END

DON'T LEAVE US BEHIND
By Ahmed Sarsour

#poetry
#palestine
#gaza
#freepalestine

"As that story came to an end, I woke up to the sounds of demons creating new nightmares for us to endure.

The sky was raining hell fire on those who were seeking refuge in what is a so-called safe zone!"

25.11.2024 22:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Same

25.11.2024 04:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

They were gayer than caitvi PLEASE

25.11.2024 02:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Who else thinks that buying banned books as presents is a great idea this year?

23.11.2024 03:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28181    ๐Ÿ” 2632    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 972    ๐Ÿ“Œ 249

Same actually ๐Ÿ˜ญ low key incriminating tho lmao

23.11.2024 08:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lovely to see you on here! ๐Ÿ€

23.11.2024 08:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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