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@deardesperate.bsky.social

adult game developer & 3D artist πŸ”ž blender + unity they/it/sheπŸ₯€πŸŒΈπŸ©·πŸ”ͺπŸŒΉπŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ 30-something iyrwtk

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not to mention, full of rage and despair at my government, but doing my best to process that away from social media

01.03.2026 01:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

im furiously working on a patreon launch of my game bc idk how im gonna pay my bills next month! but its going great πŸ˜€πŸ˜­πŸ’€

01.03.2026 01:02 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

woahh dreamy tcock!!

27.02.2026 23:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

lol i was like "wish i could do that and still have perfect anime skin"

27.02.2026 19:25 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

the closer i get to launching my game (& hopefully patreon) the more this feeling intensifies tbh!

27.02.2026 05:25 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

god i need these outfits irl

26.02.2026 22:16 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Sharing this one last time before the survey closes at the end of February. If you had an NSFW game posted to Steam or itch.io in July, consider participating in our survey.

15.02.2026 17:17 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

like maybe we could not be at each others' throats because someone made a drawing too "masculine" or too feminine or not masculine enough or not feminine enough... is it not obvious that everyone just loses this way

25.02.2026 08:42 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

im transgender and nonbinary and my transition has been very nonlinear and i just wanna say, all this discourse about how trans bodies are allowed to be depicted is getting really exhausting really fast. whether you mean it or not it simply amounts to policing how anyone is allowed to express gender

25.02.2026 08:40 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

it's for succudeck?

25.02.2026 08:31 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i think even just by posting this (or by messing around with it at all) you are amplifying all the problems that genAI comes with & i hate to see it :/

25.02.2026 08:29 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
QRT of my recent jackie artwork which reads β€œThis would be hot if she was white and had normal breasts.”

QRT of my recent jackie artwork which reads β€œThis would be hot if she was white and had normal breasts.”

this is the kind of commentary I deal with every day. it sure would be nice for artists not to have to deal with other artists telling us what is and is not deemed β€œproblematic” on top of that

23.02.2026 22:48 β€” πŸ‘ 280    πŸ” 12    πŸ’¬ 22    πŸ“Œ 0
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New film! SOME REDDISH WORKπŸ•―οΈ
with Marcus Quillan @mariariot.bsky.social @vextape.bsky.social

afourchamberedheart.com/cinema/some-...
βœ–οΈ

07.11.2025 15:24 β€” πŸ‘ 69    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
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New film! SOME REDDISH WORK πŸ•―οΈ

with @mariariot.bsky.social + Marcus Quillan + @vextape.bsky.social

afourchamberedheart.com/cinema/some-...

10.11.2025 11:57 β€” πŸ‘ 47    πŸ” 14    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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for your consideration: freckles

#nsfwgame #eroticart #nsfw

02.09.2025 03:34 β€” πŸ‘ 44    πŸ” 10    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

β˜•THIS IS NOT A DRILLβ˜•

Glory Hole Barista public version 0.1 coming soon!

like, i-have-bills-to-pay-coming-up soon!

stay tuned for more~

21.02.2026 22:52 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

better not even to use it at all. it's so depressing & just literally evil

20.02.2026 08:27 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Logo for the 4th issue of the Adult Analysis Anthology, a collection of long-form writing that covers adult games and adult game culture. The words ADULT, ANALYSIS, and ANTHOLOGY are stacked in a roughly-triangular shape, with the first "A" of each word in a bright red. The words are surrounded by an ink-splattered circle reminiscent of a coffee cup stain. In the bottom-right corner is a large red numeral "4".

Logo for the 4th issue of the Adult Analysis Anthology, a collection of long-form writing that covers adult games and adult game culture. The words ADULT, ANALYSIS, and ANTHOLOGY are stacked in a roughly-triangular shape, with the first "A" of each word in a bright red. The words are surrounded by an ink-splattered circle reminiscent of a coffee cup stain. In the bottom-right corner is a large red numeral "4".

The Adult Analysis Anthology, the web's premiere destination for longform writing on adult games, is BACK with more planned essays than ever before, but we need your help to make it happen!

Support the creation of high-quality sex-positive writing from diverse voices HERE: itch.io/s/180048/aaa...

16.02.2026 20:43 β€” πŸ‘ 144    πŸ” 110    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 12
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[2021] cute

18.02.2026 02:44 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

the game is great! and you're really inspiring me to try and target a web release. a bit nervous about performance and shader compatibility tho 😬

18.02.2026 08:31 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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[2021] reversals

18.02.2026 02:28 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

"cracking open a cold one with the boys"

the cold one:

15.02.2026 23:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

the nsfw game half of yall are working on

(with love)

14.02.2026 07:30 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

or at least i think it would go a long way if you could smooth out the way cards in the hand snap left and right to make room for new cards or to fill gaps left.

otoh the classic question: is that really what players will be looking at

06.02.2026 19:47 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ok i am here to be the devil on your shoulder saying go for it, redo the card rendering system if you want 😈

06.02.2026 19:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i already don't feel great that players have to focus so much on the UI when there's... other things they might want to be looking at but i think maybe this is just a fundamental friction in these kinds of games

06.02.2026 05:44 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i already don't feel great that players have to focus so much on the UI when there's... other things they might want to be looking at but i think maybe this is just a fundamental friction in these kinds of games

06.02.2026 05:44 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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i'm trying to make the "speed control" UI in my game more intuitive and STRUGGLING

this is like, version 39

06.02.2026 05:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

i'm *so* sick of all these lesbian werewolf drawings that only have two tits.

05.02.2026 21:46 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

are you looking for feedback at all?

02.02.2026 21:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0