Caz 🌿

and very similar to my experience with chronic illness, though of course different in it's own way! instead of insane fatigue, it's more so pain and discomfort. but still, similar experience!

the absolute worst part of pregnancy tri 2 is WANTING to get back into exercising consistently (i was a runner before this) and having the energy to... but having new physical limitations that make it too difficult. it's very disorienting and humbling.

i'm kinda getting the itch to move my stream setup around again (pls help) so maybe we'll do a furniture-moving stream? lmao

reminder that i might not be able to stream tonight! hoping i will but i'm working late -- will keep y'all posted :)

i think staying up later (until 9 lol i'm a morning person) is the life hack I needed to do???

i was so productive yesterday -- i streamed, showered (and washed my hair!!!), AND cooked dinner for us!

just shared my pregnancy news with my GSA kiddos and it was wonderful! i love the community we've built in this school!

someone wanna buy me a sauna for my backyard? thanks.

a switch flipped and while i'm definitely still nauseous, i think im getting into trimester 2... the nausea is less and the hunger is CONSTANT. i am a bottomless black hole :')

with the state of this country (and the world!), i feel more and more grateful to be in education and working with the most amazing kids. this next generation is fucking amazing.

shoes... running clothes... winter running clothes??? i'm dying lol

Running is supposed to be an inexpensive way to exercise but clearly it's not if you live in Boston

i really want to get some pairs of winter running socks, leggings, and shirts/sweatshirts... WHY THE FUCK ARE THEY SO EXPENSIVE???????????

higher ed has traumatized me lmao

this nightmare is almost always followed by another one about me being late to an english class, not having done the reading

i keep having a reoccurring nightmare that i'm about to take a biology test but didn't study at all :')

i got to a sex scene in my book when i was on the train :') i've never slammed a book closed so fast

the fun thing about home espresso brewing is it will absolutely not save you money, especially if you are the kind of person who tends to become obsessive about technical details

loving em dashes in this AI day and age literally means having to put intentional typos places so people don't think you used chatGPT :')

i already look too much like a student. i need a backpack because i'm starting to take the t, but i need one that doesn't look LIKE MINE lol

someone buy me the samsonite leather backpack so i don't look like a total dork going to work with my backpack every day :')

technically it's always my husband inappropriately texting ME, and i'm just connected to my phone on my work laptop soooooo 😂
honestly i welcome my boss to try to talk to me about this haha!

how likely is it that a supervisor would see someone inappropriately texting their husband from their work laptop on the work wifi? asking for... a friend?

jealous! mine's mostly in the low 60s to low 50s + rainy! (i love chilly weather + rain, but it's so cold lol)

privileged as fuck that my job only gets in the way of my hobbies/passions one or two days a week and not every day like it used to! little wins :) working on getting to a point where it doesn't ever :)

i made a valiant effort to NOT drink coffee the last few days... but after yesterday, i made myself a large cup :')

pray for me to have the patience to not snap at a child today :')

i feel like this is fucking quarterly lmfao

uh oh... i'm getting the urge to move around my twitch setup again :')

was so proud to have a 13-minute mile... apparently that's a "good walking pace" according to google lol