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i had people threaten me and wishing for my end and well, i guess you won then. i hope you do feel better and i hope when they bury me one day you will be satisfied and proud of yourselves.

there‘s no way to describe the visceral anguish i feel at this state and i doubt anyone understands how fucked up everything is and in how much mental and physical pain i am currently.

i have tried so so so hard to make things better, to get help, begged doctors on my knees, went beyond my limits and still nothing worked out. maybe i deserved this outcome, maybe it‘s the universe telling me to just stop, maybe i don‘t deserve to live at all.

a drag path etched in the surfacе
as evidence, I left there on purpose

thank you! das echt die seuche aus der hölle…..

am samstag

wann magst/kannst du?

ich bin starrend

häh was ist das fürn cutes cafe

„ich kann nicht glauben, dass ich immer noch in dottore verliebt bin“

hihihihi 💖

homoparty

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