sashi 🍣

my latest book haul, from left to right and top to bottom the light of liberty: documents and studies on the katipunan, 1892-1897 by jim richardson, history of the filipino people by teodoro a. agoncillo, jacintina: hiyas ng panulat ni emilio jacinto by virgilio almario, emilio jacinto: henyo ng himagsikan by edberto villegas

what doomscrolling does to a mf 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏 and i am still waiting for my emilio jacinto komiks to come later this month lmao !!

p.s. if anyone happens to know where to get liberty and love: the political and ethical philosophy of emilio jacinto.... you have my heart. please i want that book so bad

great article about the devaluation of absolutely anything where women achieve 50%. which is a thing.

screenshot of my Spotify Wrapped that shows a picture of Taylor Swift and is captioned "You're a top 0.5% fan and you spent 10,691 minutes together. You overachiever."

Top 5 songs: 1. Castles Crumbling 2. Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? 3. this is me trying 4. illicit affairs 5. Last Kiss

unironically my new years' resolution for 2025 is just to not have taylor swift as my top artist in spotify wrapped

it's the second year in a row she's my top artist and to make matters worse, MY TOP FIVE SONGS THIS YEAR WERE ALL HERS 😭😭😭

i can only just hope this wont change my enjoyment. many times ive played a game or watched a movie where i know what happens and i still end up crying or enjoying it a ton because the narrative was just that compelling. heres to hoping sonic 3 is gonna be this as well

why didnt i just delete all my socmed apps? cuz unlike most people online i do have irls who i want to be able to stay updated on and its not like i know what posts show up. tbh the first week was fine but post-christmas the spoilers are now just all over

oh christ the sonic 3 spoilers are worsening hahah i dont know any major setpieces but some plot points have already been spoiled and im so mad. two more fucking weeks of this shit

Some individuals with AD/HD, especially without hyperactivity, have an activation problem as described by Thomas Brown, Ph.D. in his article AD/HD without Hyperactivity (1993). Rather than a deficit of attention, this means that individuals can’t deploy attention, direct it, or put it in the right place at the right time. He explains that adults who do not have hyperactivity often have severe difficulty activating enough to start a task and sustaining the energy to complete it. This is especially true for low-interest activities. Often it means that they can’t think of what to do so they might not be able to act at all, or, as Kate Kelly and Peggy Ramundo say in You Mean I’m Not Lazy, Stupid or Crazy?!, they might experience a “paralysis of will” (pg. 65). “The clothes from my trip—a month ago—are just still lying in a heap in the suitcase.” “I spend a lot of time in bed watching TV but my mind isn’t watching TV. I’m thinking about what I should be doing, but I don’t have the energy to do it.” - Sari Solden, Women With Attention-Deficit Disorder

Sorry to steal from Tumblr but this is so accurate it actually made me cry. The "paralysis of will" described here is the most painful symptom of my ADHD.

in the princess diaries, mia saying "you saw me when i was invisible" to michael was the most romantic thing ever. but to me, as someone who doesnt want to be perceived, it sounds like a nightmare

the restaurant i went to had unli eggs too !!! i was able to put two raw eggs in my ramen bowl, and when you pick up the noodles with chopsticks you could see the stringy raw egg whites going along with it 😋😋😋 ppl are grossed out when i describe it but god it's fucking delicious

HOW COULD I ALREADY BE AT THIS STAGE ON CHRISTMAS EVE I'M SO COOKED

i was on a high these past few days like, not to flex but i was a fucking delight, joking around with my family and smiling and being polite at strangers and it felt GREAT. but now my social battery is at its limit and now i'm so quick to anger when disturbed ajskfmflfd

this gave me fond memories of the time when i came home from my first japan trip—i ate at a ramen restaurant and i asked if i could have raw egg instead of the marinated egg 😂 the waiters were always so confused haha

its never stopped me from doing it at home tho doesnt hit the same as w real ramen

self-shipping/ocxcanon shipping is so fucking fun god, every day has just been me switching back and forth on what is the ocxcanon ship of the day 🥰🥰🥰 this is bliss i fear

so much of fandom culture on twt is based around clout and engagement and hit tweets and i want ppl to free themselves from that my god😭😭😭

i dont have a threads account and i only see previews of posts on facebook, but without fail, every previewed post i come across starts off with the most heinous and diabolical takes i have ever seen in my life. i just see strings of words i didn't know were allowed to be put together publicly

the great part about social media is every new day is a new opportunity to witness the worst thing you’ve ever seen

drowning myself in the sims to prevent a sonic movie 3 thought from occurring (the movie is gonna release next month in my country)

i have to really avoid youtube and tiktok and twitter to avoid getting spoiled on the movie but it's so hard ☹️☹️☹️☹️ i literally have to wait another month. what am i supposed during this time wtfff

i suddenly dont like bluesky anymore why am i seeing the biggest and most miserable sonic haters on my discover feed 😭😭😭😭😭😭

at this really weird phase of my life where i simultaneously believe "the world is the worst it's ever been in a long time" and "but life is still kinda beautiful and worth living". maybe it's just acceptance

Crop ab pj To Serene
#scaramouche #fatui #genshinimpact

DAMN I ALMOST GOT SPOILED ON S///0///N///1///C 3 CUZ I OPENED A MESSAGE TAGGED AS SPAM ON TWT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I SAW THE CHARAS INVOLVED BUT I DIDNT PROCESS ANYTHING MORE THAN THAT 😭😭😭😭😭

uooowhh i didnt know that qrping (quote reposting) a post with no caption still counts as a qrp, just with no text 😅😅😅 so sorry about that !!

god i can’t STAND it when people in horror movies act dumb. they should act perfectly levelheaded, like how *i* do when im scared out of my mind,

we all really need to stop the physiognomy thinking, basing people’s morality on their appearances and vice versa. stop thinking that beautiful people are good and ugly people are bad!

beauty standards have a lot of racist, sexist, fatphobic, and cisnormative foundations

a giant balloon of shadow the hedgehog, with the logo for sonic x shadow generations at the center

a knuckles, sonic, and shadow cosplayer on stage with the host of the event (myrtle sarrosa) and the sonic movie 3 poster as backdrop

the results screen of space colony ark act 1, where my time was 5:21.67, and i got a S rank

my merchandise and freebie haul. the freebies were a paper hat of shadow the hedgehog (for playing the sonic x shadow generations demo) and a sonic rumble lanyard (for playing sonic rumble demo). the merchandise i got were a sonic frontiers mug, a shadow enamel pin and acrylic, and a shirt with the shadow the hedgehog symbol

i attended the sega-atlus festival today! was so much fun despite my time being mostly just waiting in line for something lol

i would've bought more merch but it's so expensive 💀 but i was able to get what i liked best from the selection so that is good with me 💖

Stop explaining and excusing bad behavior. Enjoy criticizing it. And recognize that sometimes bad behavior is the result of being a bad person.

sonic fans really are the most ungrateful people i've ever seen to exist lmfao