Vergustas

Aaaahhhh i need to write more FF16, the boys are on my mind 🥰

Anywhoo, thank you for your patience, everyone! 🥹 I want to come back to writing soon! I feel another FF16 writing manic episode coming on and I want to fully embrace it!

I love you all. 🩷 Stay safe out there!

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makes typing at my pc difficult. It's frustrating how much it impacts what I can do in my daily life, and how much it prevents me from even thinking about one of my favorite hyperfixations!!

In any case, I'm on the path to get it fixed, so fingers crossed that my doctors can help! 😭🙏 4/5

again, which can happen at any time.

Currently, my job and health are taking up a lot of bandwidth. It's been discovered that I likely have a bone spur in my rotator cuff/shoulder blade area, which has been causing my right arm to go numb. I drop things a lot and am in constant pain, which 3/5

In a nutshell. 🤣 I my writing comes in all consuming hyperfixation-like episodes where I can do nothing else. The same goes for my other hobbies. Little can break me from these episodes - just like little can trigger these episodes. I simply cannot write until I somehow slip into the mindset 2/5

I promise that I'm still alive, everyone! 🩷💕 Pray forgive my absence!!

I'm awake late tonight and felt inclined to pop in and give a small explanation for anyone wondering why I write frantically for a period of time, go radio silent for a period of time, then rinse, repeat...

Neurodivergence. 1/5

Yesssssssssss I can't wait to read and reply T_T <3 I need this, my work day has been unbearably dry

We are complete allegiance on that, my friend. >:D The roleplay was SO fun to write, you betcher bottom dollar that it's coming back.

HAH! I never thought of it that was, that's AWESOME!! >:D

a woman is running down a hallway with the words let me slidee-onn in there ALT: a woman is running down a hallway with the words let me slidee-onn in there

I MEAN, I WON'T SAY NO

I had back surgery a few years back thanks to degenerative disc disease, got Harrington Rods top to bottom! And it's created other, newer, funner issues. 🤣🤣 Luckily, I managed to get some relief today. 🩷

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Lucky for you, writing for TINFY just makes me wanna write Leather and Lace 🤣🤣 the modern AU is infectious.

If it puts your mind at ease... i may or may not have already outlined the next chapter for L&L 👀👀👀

I fucking DID IT.

Final chapter of Four Words To Choke Upon is FINALLY UP!!
And boy is it SAUCY.

archiveofourown.org/works/665072...

Then again, I WAS workshopping an 'evil Joshua' story... Perhaps I should consider that over Devils.... Hmmmm....

I think I'd like to wrap up TINFY next. It's the closest to completion with my other fics, and has an actual set ending. Versus Bearer and L&L, which are being written as they come to me. 🤣 And my Devils series is just on the list because I like it and wanna write more crazy Joshua...

Writing To-Do List (6.1)

1. This Is Not For You (Softember/Hurt/Comfort, Modern AU, Chapter Fic)
2. Leather and Lace (Kinktober/Whump, Modern AU, Chapter Fic)
3. Bearer of Bad News (Hurt/Comfort/Sauce, Alt Timeline, Chapter Fic)
4. All The Devils Are Here (Kinktober, Alt Timeline, Series Fic)

My main complaint right now is that the internet isn't working at my office, so I can't edit and upload the final part of 4 Words. 🤣 I must upload the sauce! For the people!

Today, I spent an hour trying to get out of bed. The pain was excruciating, but it was kind of hilarious to know that I was trying to do the old man one leg over the other trick to try and get vertical. 🤣 I can't turn my head or lift my arms above my head, but I made it to work!

Also, thank you for your kind words. 🥰 today went quite well, both at work and in my mind palace. I've also been playing a lot of fun sandbox type videogames and rewatching Fruits Basket, which is a comfort show for me. 🩷

It's true! Once I'm able to find the groove, the words just come right out of me. 🥹 it's sooo rewarding for me to complete a chapter, even if it's straight sauce 🤣 i can't do much, but I sure as shit can write! And i'm glad for those who enjoy reading my stuff. 🥰

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Okay, but with this heat wave, that honestly sounds SO REFRESHING

I DID IIIIITTTTT

The final chapter of 4 Words is DONE. All I need to do is edits and upload. :D It's almost twice as long as the previous chapters, and about 80% of that contains lemons. and limes. straight up lemonlime-ade. XD

I just wrote the most ridiculous sex scene XDDD 4 words is ending on a doozy. I shouldn't write this shit at work, if anyone ever found out!! XDDD

You help just by existing! <3

Right?? I love how self-aware the movie is, like of course there's some super tropey things about it, but the way in which these are used to tell a fun and empowering story is just so well done. Thumbs up from me!

It was so cute! @remember-rain.bsky.social and I watched it yesterday, and it was so stinking entertaining. :D

I love it. I love that other people get to enjoy (and sometimes dislike XD) what I write. :D And I appreciate everyone's patience while I struggle through my life. XDD My biggest complaint atm is my health. T_T Light a candle for meeeee