SOYGHOST

a man with sweat running down his face ALT: a man with sweat running down his face

My coworkers were going off about how weird furries are and I'm sitting there at my desk like....

Last night when we were at the gym Zach saw some of his coworkers and when one of them said they thought they saw his "gf walk by" and he corrected them and said "oh you mean my wife?" And immediately one of them said "THAT EMO BADDIE IS YOUR WIFE???". Ego immediately inflated lmaoooooo

a man wearing glasses and a tie says this better not awaken anything in me ALT: a man wearing glasses and a tie says this better not awaken anything in me

hahaha started reading the book Lights Out

What's even more fucked up is they're using my actual name not my Soyghost alias. I don't even like using my real name!?? UGH. My brain is exploding.

If the person who is using my photos sees this (since I know you took the time to search the depths of my Tumblr chances are you might see this) I hope you know how fucked up you are for what you've done!!!!!!!!! Hope it was worth it!!!!!!

I'm also mourning the fact that the small following I've made with my art is now compromised since I have to lock my IG down. I especially do not want to post on any social media art or personal. (Except this. I need to vent)

I already get approached from previous customers from my old job recognizing me and now I have to worry about dudes coming up to me?? This makes me want to scream.

I can't wrap my head around the idea of someone doing this. Why. Why would you do this. Is it malicious? Is it just some weird person who doesn't love themselves?? My brain can't comprehend this. I hate it. I feel unsafe.

I literally just go to work, mind my own business and am happily married. The idea that someone is pretending to be me??? On dating apps?? I'm so thankful Zach knows its not me but like what if he didn't?? This situation would literally jeopardize my marriage

The amount of times I've listened to Never Enough on repeat is insane. At least once a day. Maybe twice. So far it's my vote for Album of the year

Not to be annoying but I impress myself with my skills in baking into parking spots. Especially with my current car not having a backup cam.

Totally forgot the switch 2 came out today until I went to Costco for chicken

The barebells taste like straight up candy bars. It's insane.

What are your top protein bars?? I've been obsessed with the Barebells & a few of the Quest ones

I take psychic damage whenever Zach watches Nathan For You

The owner of the company I work for wants me to be the next manager when a spot opens. She told me she likes how I speak with authority & I'm very "matter of fact" I wanted to say it's bc of the tism but decided against it lmao.

Also I've been doing Pilates and my arms & abs & thighs all feel like jello

Almost a week of starting the calorie deficit and working out & honestly I feel pretty great?? So far nothing triggering however I am going into my luteral phase in a few days and I can already see I'm a lot more hungry?? So we will see how this week goes

Trying to do the soft 75 challenge this month and I need to eat in a *calorie deficit* so let's see if this triggers my ED trauma lmaooo

4. How is it in 2025 the waiting area for space mountain still sucks ass and was the most boring part of the whole day.

I still had a ton of fun but those are my take aways from going to Disney with a fully developed brain

2. Other areas in the park and other rides were showing their age. Like. A lot.

3. There were NO characters anywhere. Nobody. All I saw was a glimpse of Pluto when he was walking and Snow White ?? but other than that I didn't see anyone really.

2/3

Ok I had a ton of fun at Disneyland but as an adult who loved Disney as a kid (not a Disney adult currently) I have some complaints:
1. The Galaxy's edge Star wars stuff was the highlight. Best part of the park. Very disappointed none of the other areas were this nice.
1/2

Decided to play a little game called "how overstimulated can I get in Costco" today

Zach n I have been in bed all morning- playing Pokemon and watching pokemon theory videos on yt. Honestly this is exactly how I wanted my life to be as a kid and I am so happy right now

HOLY SHIT THAT EARTHQUAKE SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME

Yes I love my lukewarm tea thank you

FRIDAY.
COULD BE ANY KINDA INTERNAL STRUGGLE FROM SELF DOUBT TO A BRAIN GHOUL.

Better buzz is good and all but I don't understand why when I order an iced tea I get literally 3 ice cubes in my cup??

BRAND NEW?????????