Still Awake

He inspires me so much and I really have no clue why. Anyways though, have my very first attempt at drawing a figure not made of sticks. It was a lot of effort and trial and error. Progress shots included-

#liesofp #giangio #doodles #sketch #wip

4/4 its okay to choose yourself. I know how it feels to feel terrified of doing that. But sometimes, it really is okay.

3/4 see this and even if they do wont know who I am so I guess its fine to vent into the void a little. As grateful as I am to them, I'm learning that its still okay to have somethings that I just don't want to or will refuse to do. And having boundaries is also okay. To anyone reading this,

2/4 I'm proud of myself. I think I might have like, actually totally lost myself and probably a lot of my self respect if I hadn't listened to the voice in my head saying ''I'm sorry but I just can't'' It's sad because I actually almost did. But what matters is that I didn't. I know they'll never

I made a super good decision for myself today. Someone woke me up mentally after I've been in a depressive muck for years, which I really appreciate but I had to also give myself the boundary of not just doing whatever they ask just because of that and because of our history. It's random, but 1/4

I have some sketches ill hopefully be able to lost later today or tomorrow. They aren't super good but hey

which I in no way think I'm skilled enough to do, much less to actually do him justice, but I'll try. For now, its fanfic of him being adorable(in totally wholesome ways for sure...) If anyone has any drawing tips feel free to share 2/2 #random #liesofp #giangio

My newest obsession is Lies of P right now. I adore lots of other video games but the fixation is on that game for now, specifically a char named Giangio. If anyone got me drawing again it'd be him. Though he wears gloves(which I love) it might be fun to draw multiple versions of his hands 1/2

My beautiful birb man omg

I'm going to spend the morning typing fanfic and studying. Hopefully it helps with the sads. I usually think sayings like 'invest in the future you' are just hallmark card shenanigans. But right now the thought is oddly comforting. I can ignore current me and work on future me #studymotivation

This is so cute xD

Sadness sucks.

I feel this so hard

I should be finishing up a chapter to a story I need to edit but I'm switching between feeling hyper motivated and completely and totally dejected... #relatable? #randomthoughts #aspiringwriter #motivated but #notmotivated

I still play it and hold anyone who I learn does like a vice so I can get games if or when the mood strikes xD

Some progress shots along with the final result of the hand I'm most proud of drawing. I did this while staring at a screengrab of one of my favorite kpop music vids. #artshare #hands #wip #sketch #roughsketch #doodles

This is adorable

I'm not good at drawing but I like to. I did these few years ago through much trial and effort. I'm way better at panting pictures with words than with ink but I thought this might be nice to share since I adore art and wish I could draw as effortlessly as others seem to #artshare #WIP #hands

I may post some of my writing sometime. I doubt any of the two people who have seen it will find this or me just based off that so should be safe I guess.

For any future people who may want to stalk me or whatever or learn a little more about me I adore writing. It's my biggest passion ever. I also wish I knew how the hell to use this site but I guess with time I'll learn

I don't really know how this works. Ive always prided myself on staying away from social media and all that but I dont want to be so disconnected anymore. I have all the interests so even though ideally there will only be one sort of vibe here there wont be. If anyone happens to wanna yap thats fine