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ohh friend i am so angry and tired rn.. sometimes i worry that im not well adjusted but then shit like this happens so maybe im not so bad after all..

all this to say ryuu would treat me so much better than this save me ryunosuke save me from evil mandatory english class

at least have the balls to confront me directly holy fuck

because now 2 'friends' (if i can call them that) are mad at me for shit i Did Not Do and are going behind my back to talk to people close to me and calling me 'two-faced' (ironic). like holy fuck man. i did so much for you and you're this quick to go against me based off of what??? hearsay??

complaining on here instead of main again i am still really upset and tbh angry at this person's behaviour because 1) keeping tabs on me is already crazy work as it is but the person who reports back to this guy mustve gotten shit completely wrong +

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i feel so.... augh.. okay goodbye for now

ahh.. fuck my stupid baka life it is so unbelievably over its not even 9pm yet im already becoming crazy and evil what the fuckk. every time i think ive become normal again i just become 10 times worse and harder to deal with sorry for complaining on the yume acct it Will happen again

you'd Think the weekend would bring some rest with it.. but alas..

thinking abt morse having a difficult home life and finding brief respite at 221b.. for no particular reason..

picture of ryunosuke amen

i am going to Attempt a full 8hrs rest because my body begs for rest owugghhgh.. maybe tomorrow will be easier we can only really hope

but like yeahh.. i do feel like a big idiot for even trying and i feel selfish for wanting more and i feel like a clown for ever hoping that maybe things will improve.. and man. without getting into it this week was ROUGH!!! so im just going through it x10

it is surprisingly rly hard to suspend my disbelief when im convinced that im boring and unlikeable ryunosuke would Noott want my ass😭 its so over

in some ways i feel selfish for wanting attention lmao even if in comparison i know im getting the lower end of the stick its so pathetic. and this sort of feeling (?) finds its way into my yumeships and the way i enjoy them.

like,,, i feel myself falling into the background in most friend groups i become a part of and maybe im partly to blame for being a little shy but it rly does sting seeing so many people take priority over me or get treated in as "more important/special" so to speak

thread incoming probably but tbh i have been in a weird mental headspace so ive been kind of hesitant to let myself enjoy my silly yumeships i think it has to do with my very low self esteem at play plus a lot of fears having to do with possibly being a boring or uninteresting person

wow kind of died on this account i kind of deleted bsky off my phone in a moment of weakness but now i have finally logged back in

THE SILLIES EVER ASOSAMI SO PEEAK!!!!!! GREAT WORK I LOVE THEM!!!!!!

#asosami aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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RIGHT??? RYUU SO CUTE I AAUGHGH😭😭

they are So important to me i heal through making be cute and fluffy with eachother......

HAPPY FOR THEM THEY COULD TAKE OVER THE WORLD IF THEY WANTED TO!!

REAL!!! in my head theyre kissing and clinging to eachother and being annoying about it... yay..

YAYY YAY THEYRE MY SILLIES IM SO NORMAL

THEY KEEP MY GOING THROUGH THESE TRYING TIMES..

ryuumorse finally on that picnic date yayyy (trying to be normal abt it And Failing)

KEIBARO PEEAAKK LETS GOOO THEYRE SO CUTE

haughgg.. ouggh.. yay..

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two mimir,,,,,,

a lot messier than usual yeah maybe i should get some sleep too after all

SHOOTING THEM WITH LASERS FROM MY EYES WHAT THE FUCK!!?!!!?? you deserve.. so much better🫂🫂🫂 im so sorry friend..