Christmas Eve! ^^
#destiel
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Christmas Eve! ^^
#destiel
Thanks!ππ» me too, I don't have enough time, but I'm trying
16.01.2026 11:25 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My first NSFW art, but I absolutely love it. I drew it based on a fanfic, but I don't remember the name.
nsfw Destiel!
Β«And I am in the grip of rejection, without thoughts, without anger, only shame. And in puddles of tears only the reflection
of my sinful truths trembles.
And let weakness take hold, and I cannot lift my eyes, even though I try to look at you, even though I am ashamed now for us.Β»
I always used to think that drawing on a computer was unbearably difficult. Every subtle, delicate movement of the mouse, every graceful line β a fine art. And every keystroke every time you want to change position, alignment, brush, color, layer, and so on β is such a chore... but of course, it's not even about convenience. Everything has its nuances. It's difficult, but I never thought I'd master this technique (even if not completely, and the software also plays a role). It's funny, but I like it. It's even more enjoyable than tapping a finger or stylus (though you still have to change the angle with your hand) on a tablet or phone.
And yet, I once looked at artists in admiring bewilderment, considering their skills beyond my capabilities... (yeah, lol, that's how it is with everything. Practice, experience, development β you name it.)
Β«Alone with my reflection in a mosaic of broken pieces of a melted dreamΒ».
Hopelessness feeds the lips with poison, in the semi-dark silence of worldly repentance the cold soul is warmed by tears.
This is the first more or less complete piece of art done on a computer. I'm proud of myself!
Different versions, again. But how I love these comic book dots and this style...
The full post with other variations is on Tumblr:
www.tumblr.com/toria-5055/8...
Just my thoughts... maybe I should draw them... even closer than they themselves expect? π€
alright, I'll do it someday!
my sweet poor Castiel..!!
Β«And I'm ready to embrace the whole world with my wings,
If only because you're in it.Β»
It didn't take me long to draw, but I like the result. Especially the first picture.
Which one is best?