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I want to kms :3

I’m gonna cry again mefinks

there is a giant pit in my stomach that won’t go away like idk what to fucking doooooooo

omg so apparently I can just archive all of our pics so that’s what I did instead of deleting them🥲

me and my ex haven’t even changed our fb status yet like we made our status private but it still says we’re in a relationship😔

I wanna post a pic on my personal insta but then that means I need to go through and delete all the pics with my ex and I’m just dreading that

Like I’m happy for my friends but also what the fuck dude

now every single friend in my friend group irl is engaged/married and then there’s me….. still trying to recover from this breakup where I thought we would eventually get married lmao fuck my life

ily2!

should I just reactivate my main lol I’m so bored at work

anyway I bought new hair dye and it’ll be here shortly but I’ll probably dye it on Thursday night after work before therapy on Friday so I don’t have to go out in public with my hair how it is now lol

my ex said he likes my current hair color even though I fucked my hair up so that was nice to hear like the pink didn’t stick and I did a spotty bleach job but yeah he still complimented my hair 🥲

I just gotta make it 4 days at work and then I have a four day weekend ughhhhhhhh

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I just wanna like change my name and delete all social media and fall off the grid or something

idk I don’t think ppl would care all that much if I disappeared like sure ppl would care initially but I’m sure they’d be fine

the urge to disappear is strong

aww thank you 💕

thank you🥺

I deactivated my main again lmao I don’t think ppl gaf about what I have to say so whatever

omg 😭😭

I need friends to do stuff with like I miss going out

having a terrible time like ffxiv is not doing a very good job at distracting me

can I just- jump off the nearest bridge

in a bad mood now but it’s fine

Well then!

gonna just stop posting as much on main or keep deleting posts bc nobody seems to care as much anymore like it’s fine I’m just emotional about it lolol

ok 👍

like I’m super close but that would be embarrassing like I just came back

trying not to deactivate again lol